"Oblivion"

oblivion 
separation from the feeling
of me being me again
trapped in solitude 
but not the solitude i need
the solitude that enables
me to hide
and
allow my wounds to bleed

oblivion 
my new home
for oblivion
is where i belong
so don’t help me
because help doesn’t work
it will only leave you scarred
and me more hurt
so i remain
trapped in oblivion 
because escaping my doom
never worked