10.14.25 / 18.17

i dislike opening up to new people..

"overshare.. overshare" 

i tell myself to stop talking but sometimes, i have to get it out. i feel like i really need to just go away. for everyone's sake. maybe im better off alone.. hell, or even gone. i dislike the life that im "living" now. i dislike the me that i've become. i dislike who's reflection i see. i dislike the anger that surrounds my heart.. i dislike just about everything.. 

i want to be different. 

i lost myself so hard, that i really believe that i'm meant to be sad.. sad is home.. depression and anger is home...