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Sometimes I wonder.
Is my life really that bad?
I mean of course. I lost her and I love her to death, I'd do anything for her and it hurts a lot that we're not together.
But is my life genuinely that shit?
Looking back at the last few days I only see:
- A shit ton of caffeine
- A shit ton of work
- A shit ton of loud music into my ears
I mean. Looking at it this way doesn't make it that bad. It's pretty fun if you ask me even.
Only if she could be a part of it...
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Interestelar
hi i went through your blogs and i'm worried for you. this lack of will to keep going after you lost this girl should not have been this intense. you need to surround yourself with more things that are yours. rebuild your mind and become your own individual. how long has it been since it ended? have you ever considered therapy?
Hey, thank you for worrying. Yeah, I know. I'm trying my best. Don't think or worry about me too much, I'll be okay. I know how it looks and sounds but trust me. I won't do anything stupid lol. It's been like 25 days. Something like that. And no, haven't considered therapy.
by Vlad; ; Report
seeking professional help is really important in situations like that. you need new memories, new people, new spaces that you can nest in. i sincerely hope you find a purpose in life within yourself. but while that doesn't happen, if you ever need to talk about things in depth or just get distracted, feel free to hit me up to chat. godspeed :-]
by Interestelar; ; Report
Thank you for the advice. I'm working on it slowly.. Thank you, if I ever need to talk to someone I'll make sure to text you! :)
by Vlad; ; Report
good to know!!
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