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My mind is such a mess right now.
I literally don't know what's happening. If I try to explain what I'm thinking/feeling to somebody they'll probably think I'm crazy lol.
I guess it's good that I don't really need that. Just writing down my thoughts is good enough for me.
Sometimes I'm feeling as happy as I can feel, other times I'm just feeling as sad as I could.
And it's not like it changes every few days or whatever. It's literally only one thought that can make all of the difference.
To be honest though I'm pretty lucky. It doesn't sound like it in what I write here but I'm pretty strong mentally (LOL). I don't get fatigue. I can feel like this for however long and still be okay.
My mood can change however many times it want and nobody would be able to notice.
Ngl sometimes my thoughts are so fucked up that I myself don't want to acknowledge them.
I genuinely just want to think that what I'm thinking and feeling is not real.
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feel free to vent when it gets bad man, and then do something that makes you happy after that
it’s not easy to go though hard times, but consider taking a break if things get too crazy
Dana Scully
Crazy people seldom wonder if they're crazy or not -- they just are. And that's their "normal".
I think we're so out of touch with what's normal and so quick to put labels on things that we question thoughts and feelings that are undesirable, but normal to have. We've become so "comfortable" that anything uncomfortable must be abnormal.
There are a few important things here -- having "bad" thoughts and feelings is normal from time to time. As long as they aren't 24/7 without ceasing, and you aren't acting on them, you're fine.