I wish there would be a happy ending

I wish there would be a happy ending.

At this point I'm just losing hope though.

And I don't know if me constantly thinking about how this is going to end happily is helping.

I imagine her texting me and just boom. Happy end but she probably hates me..

She probably wants to fucking forget I ever existed. Even resents me lol.

For some reason my mind keeps coming up with happy endings though..

It's so hard to keep fighting because I don't know if it ever will happen.

If you light a man on fire and tell him nothing, he'll just give up.

If you light a man on fire and tell him that in 1 minute it will stop. He'll fight to survive.

I don't know how much I can continue believing.

And I'm not sure what it means to stop believing. I don't know how I'll change and what I'll do..