I wish I had a computer I wish I had a flip phone I wish I had a lot of CDs I wish I had a lot of mangas I wish I had my room all decorate I wish I could have homeschooling I wish i had a good mom I wish i had a good dad I wish I had friends I wish my life was perfect I wish i wasn't alive I wish i never existed I wish i had cool clothes The end. » Continue Reading
Hm... well... since my last appearance and post here... some things have definitely happened I ended up actually telling the girl I "like" that I might like her, but since I don't understand much about feelings in general, I can't say that I really like her, and in the end we just remained friends. I was already a bit mentally tired before but these days it has gotten worse, because I'm getting ... » Continue Reading
Yesterday my mother told me that she won't give me a computer anymore, and the computer is still falling apart, but it's really bothering me, like, I was going to use that piece of crap for everything, since I still don't work and I'm too discouraged to study and do commissions, there's no way I can earn money to buy any old used computer, maybe if I sell some books and some clothes I can get some » Continue Reading
Well, now, at exactly 7pm, I'm stuck on either telling the girl I apparently like that I like her or intending I don't remember that I was going to tell her, again... Well, I recently moved to a new school and it's actually a pretty » Continue Reading
Tw! Sh, sensitive content On Sunday I had a really serious episode... I felt really bad because I ended up being an idiot with my ex, for some reason that I don't know, I can't love anyone, and with her, I tried, I tried really hard, I really wanted to be able to love her, but in the end I couldn't, it's been » Continue Reading
Tw: sensitive topics, family issues, kidnapping, harassment, sh Well, these days have been really hard for me, when I was 4 years old my parents separated and a lot of things happened, including kidnapping, my mom kidnapped me a while after my dad moved in with me, so I spent some time at my mom's house. I always suffered a lot of bullying for being "different" in some way, I never understood the... » Continue Reading