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decisions. varying stakes.

Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

quick question!! how are you supposed to make decisions about your life???????? just in general.   I'm interested in EVERYTHING and for years I have been haunted by Sylvia Plath's fig analogy.  Every time I make a decision I take a different possibility away from myself.  It causes such a perfect paralysis that by delaying any decision making I am also taking away possibilities from myself! yay me... » Continue Reading

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ahhhh!!!!!

Category: Life

I'm getting married in a week and I'm sick -_______- i think it will clear up by the wedding but it's not ideal to be feeling like this during the final stage of planning and lord knows i only work on things when the threat of a deadline is looming over me.   Everything is really close though and I just want him to be my husband.   » Continue Reading

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spoilt creatures

Category: Books and Stories

i had to work over the weekend but luckily i could read during the majority of my shift.  Finished a book.  I just love a good story about insane women.  the main character wasn't necessarily completely fucked up, just a series of bad events and choices which could happen to anybody.  I could relate to her a lot, but not in  a way that made me feel good.  i imagine my bad qualities were amplified ... » Continue Reading

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getting married soon

Category: Romance and Relationships

I'm trying to find a poem or essay to be read during the ceremony of our wedding. "wedding readings" yields too much that's very specific to marriage and the other stuff is a little too sensual. where can a girl find a 2-3 minute piece of writing about loving someone so much you'd find a way to cheat death and stay together longer? that you've become one soul split into 2 bodies? about how loving ... » Continue Reading

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leaving?

Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

i genuinely do not understand how people stay at the same job for 5+ years.  like how are you not having senioritis? How do people go on not knowing when it'll be over? Why do i yearn for something new only just after getting comfortable? Why do i yearn for comfort when i willingly left the familiar? when does it end???????  » Continue Reading

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getting older

Category: Blogging

i'm not weird enough anymore :'( i used to be a weird little girl and now i have a job and get oil changes » Continue Reading

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