quick question!! how are you supposed to make decisions about your life???????? just in general. I'm interested in EVERYTHING and for years I have been haunted by Sylvia Plath's fig analogy. Every time I make a decision I take a different possibility away from myself. It causes such a perfect paralysis that by delaying any decision making I am also taking away possibilities from myself! yay me... » Continue Reading
I'm getting married in a week and I'm sick -_______- i think it will clear up by the wedding but it's not ideal to be feeling like this during the final stage of planning and lord knows i only work on things when the threat of a deadline is looming over me. Everything is really close though and I just want him to be my husband. » Continue Reading
i had to work over the weekend but luckily i could read during the majority of my shift. Finished a book. I just love a good story about insane women. the main character wasn't necessarily completely fucked up, just a series of bad events and choices which could happen to anybody. I could relate to her a lot, but not in a way that made me feel good. i imagine my bad qualities were amplified ... » Continue Reading
I'm trying to find a poem or essay to be read during the ceremony of our wedding. "wedding readings" yields too much that's very specific to marriage and the other stuff is a little too sensual. where can a girl find a 2-3 minute piece of writing about loving someone so much you'd find a way to cheat death and stay together longer? that you've become one soul split into 2 bodies? about how loving ... » Continue Reading
i genuinely do not understand how people stay at the same job for 5+ years. like how are you not having senioritis? How do people go on not knowing when it'll be over? Why do i yearn for something new only just after getting comfortable? Why do i yearn for comfort when i willingly left the familiar? when does it end??????? » Continue Reading