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Category: Life
i don't understand why I am here.. of all the people who'd give so much to have what I have I never feel complete I feel really numb, I dont really feel anything.. everything all just seems so pointless, ahaha... i dont want to live as a human.. i dont want to go to school, I dont want to grow up, I dont want to talk to people, I dont want to get a job, I dont want to see this world as it is, I re... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I recently realized this.. because I always used to seek attention. but I really, really hate being the centre of attention "( – ⌓ – ).. (what ill be speaking about is mostly for public areas.. like school mostly.) in the past I felt very happy whenever I was recognized, whether it be for art, music or grades. cause I always felt more special then others when I was suddenly given attention and he... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
im talking to myself in the dark to cope, but I feel unsafe even though theres no reason to feel this way -x-... I never had a fear of the dark but right now it feels so scary. I feel like my old plushies are going to suddenly turn their head at me and look at me. ive left them untouched for so long, and it feels like theyre going to scare me for it at any moment. its so quiet. my dad is making th... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
I briefly talked about it before, but I just realized how important perspective is.. everyone's outlook on life is different. realism, pessimism, optimism.. to be honest theres also way more or maybe all at once. labels are not very accurate..-- I can see where everyone's interpretation can come from. I understand how a situation can be seen as bad. or how it can be seen as good, aswell. but I nev... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i dont really care what happens to society or how loud it is, but please dont drag me in this mess, I just wanna live quietly in peace away from you. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i hate footsteps and the noise of a door opening. it makes me brainstorm all sorts of possibilities of why that would happen or how would it go but then its an underwhelming reason like going to the kitchen or something. sometimes its not. but sometimes it is and I get nervous for no reason. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
please please being a human is so complicated and overwhelming I just want to be nothing forever in peace » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
maybe its because ive been eating them so often lately but I dont wanna eat ramen -^- » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
the innocence of so many children have been taken away from them so early and disgustingly. but the worse part is that most of the people responsible still live freely and comfortably, most not seeing any consequence at all.. you start to question the judgement system.. » Continue Reading
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