day entry 2 and also a long lost realization

today I woke up earlier then usual.. (7 am) so I thought hey- lotsa people start off the day this early, maybe it could benefit me!! it did not.. but anyway not main subject ill get on.. I watched episode 2 of lain, made some cat sculptures out of clay, browsed some stuff on the computer, unlocked another ending of needy streamer overload and milk outside a bag of milk, ate my finger off trying to figure out how to add a gif to your profile and it worked ^^!! I kept doing atleast something wrong everytime... but in the end it WORKED! c:<its the little drawing at the right corner, I drew it :3 (very proud of it, jumped across my room when it finally worked but then you remember literally nobody cares and then you rethink the 2 hours you put in it '^'..) and.. usually when im done with all of this its time to go to bed, but it was only 19.00.. which is.. 4 hours before my usual hoonk mimimi time.. and.. so.. what am I supposed to do now? I got so very bored.. and in result I broke my cat sculpture to fix it again, and- yeah some time did go by but it was 20.00 by then. wwwhaaat?.. how do people spend the time?.. I didnt wanna watch anything, I didnt wanna play anything, I didnt feel sleepy, still dont.. and then I remembered when was the last time I talked to a friend? briefly, 2 weeks ago.. and for that matter online. I realized that talking with someone is at the top of the list of my rather would dos. and I dont think ive even thought of this for the past few months. LOLOLOLOL how pathetic can one be