So I live with two dogs that recently got flea issues. One of those dogs loves to be in my room under my bed, but now we prohibit them from being in the rooms. However, that small amount of time was enough for the fleas to infest my bed. Infest is a strong word, but I cannot even lay down without feeling the crawling, and it is seriously driving me mad. I haven't been able to sleep well because f... » Continue Reading
Hi sorry I haven't posted a blog in a while, this month has been very hectic for me and I can hardly have time to even think lol. It's like 1am because I'm not tired and I felt like doing something other than doomscroll. Last time I blogged, I brought up my paper that was due in two weeks. Well, I turned in my History paper the night it was due and managed to write about 6 pages, expanded to 8 af... » Continue Reading
i'm sitting here trying to work on my paper that's due in two weeks. i cannot focus at all and my brother comes in and is upset he can't go to the pool because of some dumb rule the apartment manager put. he says something to my mom, and i guess that sets her really off, because now i can feel her winding up like a toy, ready to blow. s he begins by mildly yelling at him, and she puts him in his p... » Continue Reading
This school year is going to be KILLING MEEEE I SWEAR. I never have nothing to do in class I keep getting so much work and its killing this artist. Currently, my schedule is regular Spanish classwork (which I don't mind at all but those children. Those are my future doctors and first responders. my god), I have two assignments due in Art, which is so time consuming and my eyebags r getting worse b... » Continue Reading
I was planning to make a blog post last weekend, and it was gonna be like, alllll yearning and being a hopeless romantic. Now I'm the complete opposite, I think it would be called an optimistic cynic. so far there have been two breakups in august, I'm thinking taylor prophesied it. I had my own three weeks ago and now my aunt is leaving my uncle. Being at home is gonna be a lot different now and i... » Continue Reading
I'm doing this survey from my moot wesley because um procrastination Who makes you smile the most? All my friends What makes you unique? How I manage to be so resilient throughout everything Whats your favorite movie? No idea but I've seen tons of movies, prob » Continue Reading
I'm currently writing a big blog essay about the my chem concert, I'm procrastinating it tho so heres the Myspace survey i barely found out about because I heart surveys Name: Ivory, though i use my nickname in usernames and here Nickname: Vivi, Ivy, I, Violet How old are you: I turned sixteen in March Zodiac: Pisces Current location: On my kitchen table Eye color: Insanely dark brown Hair color... » Continue Reading
I'm currently writing this on a computer so this will likely be pretty long. Holy molay was yesterday a dream. I literally was in the same building as my favorite band in the world and I was able to see them in this lifetime. So my mom and I got there pretty early, we got dropped off and walked to the entrance and I saw so many cool people already. Throughout my entire time there it felt like a c... » Continue Reading
I'm currently on my way to LA with dogs in the car and melting face paint. I don't mind these setbacks because I'm going to see my most favorite people in the world, my chemical romance. Currently my uncle is playing the black parade for me and I'm really enjoying life right now. This is gonna be the best day of my life and I mean it. » Continue Reading
I haven't written anything in a while and I'm only doing it now because there's a dog on me and I cannot sleep. It's 3am and I'm not even drowsy uaggghh. Not much has happened to me this July. I've been counting down the days until July 27th, when I see my favorite band in the world ever, MCR. I watched half of a live of their Seattle performance and I started freaking out just witnessing it. I ca... » Continue Reading
I felt like writing but it's too late in the night to think, so here's some lines I've made in my notes app, in no particular order or story. My heart gets excited to talk. My chest tightens when it does something cool. Breathing quickens when i see it's face. Lungs deflate when it's sweet to me. P ut up this warm, sun kissed facade that we're perfect together.. Behind this wall lies a snowy trut... » Continue Reading
Tomorrow is my LAST day of school and I could not be happier. Today I had my most worrying exams, chemistry and pe, because I hate those classes and I'm awful in them. I barely passed my chem test, and I'm likely failing pe but my dictator of a teacher was being unfair plus my period was this week. I've been suffering so badly besides bad cramps, my bones and head have been hurting as well. I was... » Continue Reading