Branches to steal and make into your tree

I felt like writing but it's too late in the night to think, so here's some lines I've made in my notes app, in no particular order or story. 

My heart gets excited to talk. My chest tightens when it does something cool. Breathing quickens when i see it's face. Lungs deflate when it's sweet to me. Put up this warm, sun kissed facade that we're perfect together.. Behind this wall lies a snowy truth. it doesn't affect me really. I could live on without it, but id lose people along the way because of it. It annoys me unintentionally and there's nothing it can do to prevent this, other than being someone else. 

Oh. "But you are everything", you say. And i reply,  you are the earth, and i am everything that has ever existed and ever will. You house and give life, but only because i have given you the resources to. You live in my space, you rely on me for everything. If you were to disappear, your tiny speck of existence wouldn't hurt me. 

How much we fall together, like two dimes in a pile, I cant seem to talk about you without crying my aisles, Aisles in my library of times, Times that we laughed and I, I felt so happy i forgot to die, die that i did, when i had to go, go and leave you on your own

To everyone that ever wronged me, know this; that youll never be sorry. So why bother redding my corneas, with liquored memories that never were true

The tears are tickling my neck, how i [used to] wish your lips replaced them. There's a lot of things that you don't know about me and i wish to keep it that way. You'll never get this wall anyways. It'll forever be mine. My words, my tears, my restless nights reliving it all. I'm about as over you as a roller coaster seat is at the start. I'm sorry, I can't forget you. I'm sorry to myself though. You don't deserve my apologies. Hope you cry so hard your god awful makeup runs and you pull your mud brown hair out. You got so boring, might I add. You were a pink fairy before, but since you met your plain-as-toast boyfriend, you lost all your color. I'm happy I don't talk to you, you killed the girl I was infatuated with. 

I need sleep.