Come one come all

I haven't written anything in a while and I'm only doing it now because there's a dog on me and I cannot sleep. It's 3am and I'm not even drowsy uaggghh.

Not much has happened to me this July. I've been counting down the days until July 27th, when I see my favorite band in the world ever, MCR. I watched half of a live of their Seattle performance and I started freaking out just witnessing it. I can't imagine how I'll be when I actually get there, although I will be way in the back of the stadium. I'm anxious because my mom and I haven't gotten our outfits yet, I need to get face paint, and we have no clue how we'll get there. Hotels are expensive and her car we don't trust to drive us 2 hours to LA. I'm worrying about it but there's nothing I can do. I made some song themed bracelets today with the limited amount of colors I have. I hope I'm able to trade or get freebies with other people, and I hope I'm able to get merch. The merch from what I've seen looks so cheapy that there's only like two things I'd want, if I can afford it. Im also hoping and PRAYING they play one of my various favorite songs, but most of all Early Sunsets Over Monroeville. It means so much to me in my life, I'd play it going home at night from school band practice, I'd play it when I was sad, the melody and lyrics are true art and I just love it for some reason. I also hope Mikey Way sees me and idk gives me his hand in marriage lmaooo. I know the world will work something out in my favor, as it rarely does. 

I'm literally so hungry right now because I'm bored and anxious. It's funny I try to play this "tortured poet" persona on here but in reality I'm the opposite. In my head I'm angsty and cursed but on the outside I'm silly and smiley and I get excited over anything small. It's like whiplash seeing my two sides. I wonder if my future fanbase will accept that of me. 

I've also been working on a fanfiction story. I'm thinking of uploading it when I get a chapter across.