Dude I hate when people are like "Ew satanists like Satan" or believe satanists do like blood sacrifices.. (I've seen people say satanists sacrifice humans..) First of all, there's truly one religion that believes in Satan (Which, no matter what religion you are, I support! Unless its some fake made up one) Like yes, some satanists do believe in a Satan/Lucifer (Or the 7 deadly sins), which I am o... » Continue Reading
so like last night I relapsed (s/h) and it's pretty bad, when i showed my mom she started sobbing and it just crushed me, I was doing so well and I know how much I disappointed her. » Continue Reading
I feel so touch starved like I told my friend I've never like cuddled anyone and they were like shocked- they let me hold their hand though and it felt nice » Continue Reading
Okay so, I know I just wanted about my bsfs bf, but I wanna make sure I'm like not being over dramatic so my bsfs bf was a n3o-naz1, he allowed infl@t1on in his server (and people -12 that were in the server could see it), he also let his 10 yr old (online kid) be friends with a 22 yr old and said it wasn't weird- he even took his anger issues out on my bsf so like is it normal that I hate his gut... » Continue Reading
I love panic attacks !! I'm at school rn and there's a huge storm and I'm freaking out because of anxiety and my irl mom doesn't care :) (the loving panic attacks is /j) » Continue Reading
so, I really wanna smoke for some odd reason, no vape though. I really just wanna try a cigarette, I wont like it, but I feel so lame I drink sometimes, not a lot, 3 times a year maybe? but I wanna know if this feeling is normal bc idk » Continue Reading
i wish I knew how 2 tho, I need tips ASAP!! it might not even be @ my house tho- might be in a secret hangout spot (Incase of like smoking and drinking, don't wanna get caught) I also have like NO friend where I'm @ so it'd be a lame ass party, I so wanna host one tho, drinking monster n shit sounds great- the area n my neighborhood is a little space covered by trees and bushes, I go there all the... » Continue Reading