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for how i see most interactions, i seem to be so disgusted by how people associate a quality unrelated to an individual, and correlate it with a negative quality. what i mean by that is how race, gender, and political stances are somehow always involved when criticizing people. i am familiar with the topic of transitioning as i myself (even though i havent made an attempt to transition) : am a ge... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
honestly i cant tell if my friends hate me, or not, or just you know dont actually like me as much i thought they would i figured that they all hate me, that they dont care for me as much, that they dont actually view me as a person, or have true respect for me. i want to be wrong about that i really wish so. i really want them to like me, i want them to admire me, i wish they all didnt hate (or d... » Continue Reading
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the more i stop engaging, being social, and pushing this persona of mine that appeals to others: the more i realize that no one truly cares for me. i dont think anyone has ever tried to figure myself out, or even look for ant alternative accounts to gather information about me. am i really that uninteresting? » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i domt know what o thin of anymroe becaus ei really do wish i coudl be halpy incthe agterlife but im also scare dthat there wont be an afterlife or maybe ill forget myself and never become beingtm i know that my age doesnt really affect my mindset much but thats thg e ptoblem its my mind i cant provess physical stuff properly abd i live insidenof this fleshy bone brsin thing » Continue Reading
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the more i think about it the more i realize that n oone currently has ever truly loved me the way i loved them and i do understand tha ti may not be telavent to most peopeli nmy life but it just hurts and i know it sounds cringey to be reading and i do fdel that way too bit to think that all the effort i put upon being loved and loving others isnt enough for them to reciprocate makes me wantto ... » Continue Reading
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i know life is supposed to be this way i guess im suplosed to have fun in my chiflhood hears then be rebelloois during my teens and then become responsible suring my adulthood then bear children and become old and die bit thats so sad i dont want tbat i dont want my lofe to start at 40 i want to be free and i want to pursie hobbies that i actually loke i dont want to be trapped scraping away at wh... » Continue Reading
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videos i have watched, not that i particularly recommend but just want to list down for the sake of rewatching, or revisiting. striked out content denotes being completed 03/07/2025 MM/DD/YYYY the horror of eternal life gamings best portrayal of mental illness » Continue Reading
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i am currently watching a review, or rather: a opinion about the book series 'the three-body problem', and the speaker, narrating some parts of the story, explaining it.. is so inconspicious that i cannot properly understand. T T it may be due to how i am not truly expansive with my vocabulary but the content creator seems to speak in such a riddlesque manner that my mind has become strained in an... » Continue Reading
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list of media i soon will be consuming! striked out content denotes being completed/viewed, or consumed. 03/07/2025 MM/DD/YYYY loving vincent (movie) lobotomy corp (game) akumateddy (artist) s1m0ne (movie) kamikaze girls (film) haibane renmei (anime) hello charlotte (game) dr who (tv series) the bojack horseman show (animated series) the three-body problem (boo » Continue Reading
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i feel like ive trapped myself somehow, i dont know how, but i know im trapped, and i know that its only me, and i who have done this to myself. i cant believe that i actually do this kind of stuff TO MYSELF, and it honestly humors me. like woah! yes! go past me! go isolate yourself from everyone in your social circle, and then hope for someone to contact you because you want to feel loved! thats ... » Continue Reading
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i would like to master, or atleast have a great, perhaps even unparalleled understanding of astrology along with some occultic practices/studies similar. i just want to understand how i function, and perhaps even foretell some events in my life, along with conditions to follow during astrological lessons. talking about astrology, i just want to voice an opinion of mine. i dont really like the amo... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i actually want to escape everyone in my whole entire life right now. once its march im gonna sleep, eat, and then sleep again. i want to completely disconnect from everything, and live in my mind palace of heightened, detailed depictions of sensations, and dreams that amuse me! » Continue Reading
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