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honestly i cant tell if my friends hate me, or not, or just you know dont actually like me as much i thought they would
i figured that they all hate me, that they dont care for me as much, that they dont actually view me as a person, or have true respect for me. i want to be wrong about that i really wish so. i really want them to like me, i want them to admire me, i wish they all didnt hate (or dislike) me in any way possible. fuck.
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InsaneClownBoy
It’s so weird to see how people react to someone’s existence and presence and decide that it’s worthy of hatred. Honestly, speaking from an objective point of view they most likely do not hate you but I completely get why you’d think that and I don’t want to feed into your fears but stay safe and at worse test out their reactions (in a non harmful way ofc even if it might be hard to do) to see if they actually do dislike you, it’s something I personally do and if you do it right and get reassured it’s very comforting
thank you for this piece of advice, ill try to do that! my paranoia usually handles me most of the time. i believe i wrote this as only to input my random thoughts online
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