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Category: Writing and Poetry
aku ingin jadi lubang yang tak bisa ditutup. yang bisa menampung tuhan tanpa suara. tulang lunak tempat dunia bersembunyi dalam ketakutan cair. aku mimpi punya rahim bukan yang merah dan basah. tetapi tempat malaikat tersandung dan tuhan menyelinap dalam bentuk embun menggumpal halus merengek. aku ingin tubuh yang tidak memerlukan persetujuan untuk menjadi tempat kelahiran atau kematian atau kebin... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
(Aleksander's) Saba, I used to wonder how anyone could die for something they can’t touch. Then I touched you. I understood. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
the same script, different actors. theyre all the same, im so sorry for saying this, Saba. he let you down. you said he was the one. you convinced me so much of that. he's the same, Saba. he's not for me. i see that now. its just so hard, Saba. hard waking up every day wondering how we got here. hard pretending i don't notice the silence between us. everything changed too much in a way i can't hol... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I tried to be kind to the nurse. I introduced myself. She told me we’d already met. At first, I thought she was cold, but then I realized she was actually many different nurses, each rotating through their shifts. To them, I was just another version of the same story. Another face. Another diagnosis. My troubles weren’t remarkable. I had a grief counselor, like most people there and a suicide coun... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
i disappear for days and come back acting like nothing happened i take things personally even when i know its not about me. how could it not be i romanticize someone who is older than me and then get sad when they dont live up to my fake vrsion of them i ignore texts for 4 days and then get offended no one missed me i say "i dont care" but then spiral about it in my notes app i think having a mess... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
yoou guys wont be laughing when i suddenly collapse unconscious and have to be taken to the hospital. then youll all see,,,, normal thought process to have while doing anything i dont want to » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i dont care if you love me or not. i dont care if you want to leave me. i dont care if you want to keep me or if you dont care about me anymore. i dont care if you cheated on me or something. i dont care about your first love. i care for how you can accept yourself to live in the world with its harsh. i care for how you can be the best version of yourself. i care for how i can help you grow, toget... » Continue Reading
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