aprofessionalliars

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PLEASE HURRY LEAVE ME I CANT BREATHE
Category: Blogging
i shudnt have said that to him, i didnt know it could be this bad. i didnt know it could make him sad. i just wanted to say what i had to say. and yes, now Im showing my true ugliness again. im so stupid. i hope he wont leave me just because of this. im really sorry honey please stop. i really dont like this, i hope he leaves me soon and well be nothing again. honey please dont leave me, i cant do... » Continue Reading
goddamn man child
Category: Blogging
you promised to stay in touch when we're apart. you promised before I left that you'll al » Continue Reading
todays blog #
Category: Blogging
how much pleasure had i missed bcs i was too in my head to pay attention? how often had i longed to leave all of this, to die, bcs i hadnt understood how satisfying it could be? sumtimes id play with my head psychoanalyzing sumthing thtnoones had to know abt. and my silly lil mouth starts acting like evyone had to knowit. but i had been paralyzed by shame latelyshame over my failure and my diagnos... » Continue Reading
him
Category: Blogging
he said "ure tigerchilding ur recovery ure telling yourself u have to be perfectly happy all the time,, and if ure feeling sad, ure fucking up. ure not really recovering." "yeah," i whispered. "thats not how it works." silence again. "listen, let me tell u about hearts." i rolled my eyes and scoffed, prepping myself for another woo-woo purehearted fucking buddhist story. "no. real hearts. the hear... » Continue Reading
when god :p
Category: Life
꒰⁐⁐⁐⁐ ⠀⠀⠀𓆩 ❤︎ 𓆪⠀⠀⠀⁐⁐⁐⁐꒱ when god was making me in his little mixing pot he knew that i was being put on this earth to fulfill my true destiny which is simping over every single woman who gives me the slightest bit of attention and at this stage in my life i believe i have officially fulfilled my true purpose🌛 » Continue Reading