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i met this boy when we were young. he was the one that raped me back at school. and then we meet again. now we are so tall and different. it was so difficult to look at him because i was very scared of him back in the school. i frequ saw him with his grandma at the local market. it was when we were young. i was glad knowing that he have that loving figure because when we were at the therapy someone told me that he dont have anyone but his grandmother. i saw her back then she was so sweet and kind and sometimes i saw her scolding him back at the therapy and i was so happy for him and for knowing that he will be okay with her for the rest of his life, he will be taught so well and be a very nice boy. and back to our meeting yesterday. i was sitting beside him and at first i was afraid to ask him about his grandmother and times flew he talked so much and we were no longer feeling awkward. i finally asked him. i wrote "kamu masih sama nenek kamu?" on my phone and i showed it to him and he told me that she passed away and i feel so bad for him and he looked so sad i can feel his sad eyes i cant forget his sad eyes when i patted his back. there is so much i want to say but i just dont know where to start. i really wanna have a really long conversation with him. just the two of us. i want to ask why what how and i really want to ask if he really okay with all his loneliness. and we have so much in common i want to talk more about everything about him about his life.