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Category: Romance and Relationships
im back together with my ex I doubt some people want to hear this if they've read my other blogs I can say for certain he was not being routed for but I love him and I believe he won't do me wrong again so I don't care what others think im going to have a happy life with him » Continue Reading
Category: Books and Stories
hes violent he rips inside of me tearing my heart out he chews it in front of me blood dripping from his chin only the trees are here growing new hearts producing more fruits introducing fresh life I grab a heart putting in inside the empty hole he watches as he runs out of flesh to chew he comes back yet the hole is filled now with a gate he doesn't know he's vio » Continue Reading
Category: Books and Stories
the scarecrow, I feel it lurking I can't shake this feeling its watching it knows it can never part from me we're soul tied when I die it will capture my soul ill be put inside its heart I will follow him to his next target we all will get along we will bond over the scarecrows heart we will feel loved this was his goal scared in life, comforted in deat » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
my heart is bleeding out I reach in my chest and take it out ow that hurt but now, i can't feel I put the heart in a box sealed away with no one to seek it out it still pumps I hear it but I can't feel my insides are empty my organs all mushed togther now that my heart is missing but now, I can't feel you reach inside but there's noth » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
so if any of my friends have read my blogs they would know I have issues with saying no when it comes to showing my body. I think they used that against me cause one of my "friends" messaged me asking to sext with me. and you know what the fuck I did. I sexted him. I literally do this to myself, it's not his fault it's mine. I'm like the Radiohead song. you do it to yourself, you do. and that's w... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I have a date coming up. I'm excited but a little off put. he wants to smoke weed with me while driving. not to say ive never drove high but as a first date? also I don't know how to go on a date without the guy wanting sex too. he hasn't said anything about it and I don't know what to think. am I not pretty to him? that's a bad way of thinking. maybe he just wants to get to know me... I don't k... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
guys life is strange is such a good video game I have replayed it soo much the main charscters are just like me and my friend » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
I have a mental disorder can be paired with sleep paralysis I can't sleep without getting touched I can't move I can't stop it my memories torment me I get touched by these figures I don't know I can't stop them I cant move the memories of my assaults manifested into my paralysis I can't escape the touching not even in my sleep I will never be free from the assaults can I even call it as... » Continue Reading
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Category: Books and Stories
my body doesn't belong to me. ive shown it to those who don't love me ive shown it to those who betray me ive shown my body more than I have received love my body doesn't belong to me not anymore.. no matter how much I try to get ownership over my body pictures and memories keep me captive captive in the mens eyes who've done me wrong captive in my own self torment my body doesn't belong t » Continue Reading
Category: Books and Stories
her hands the way her hands grasp mine I can't get the image out of my head her hands her hands her hands I want our hands to be interlocked forever the comfort it brings me it overwhelms me » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
me ex. he thinks were taking a break. just a break. I'm over him! really! \ did he rape me? yes did I forgive him? yes but then why did he chat. I'm so understanding so I almost forgave him again. maybe that's not being understanding. maybe that's just being a fucking pushover. yes I know I'm a pushover but why did he rape me then cheat on me... I didn't deserve this. do I subconsciously just go... » Continue Reading
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