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writing

Category: Books and Stories

don't touch me! your fine it will only be a second  but your dirty. his rot consumed me  his filthy hands  his dirty soul  his petrifying dick  why did I like it? hes dirty, he's careless  why did I like it  how does he touch me so good  I wanted him to stop  I needed him to stop  but is it rlly rape when you feel good is it really rape when he loves me is this love? » Continue Reading

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poems

Category: Books and Stories

not enough time to accomplish everything,  so I accomplish nothing,  I will fade away to be forgotten  with nothing attached to my name  I will ache  I will wilt  » Continue Reading

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dolls!

Category: Art and Photography

I just finished making one of many dolls! I had an obsession with making little rag dolls out of socks. rather rag kittens and mice! they are so cute and my collection of them is growing. I will be making more.  » Continue Reading

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self disgust pt. 2

Category: Romance and Relationships

he rlly liked the nudes but there is still a hole inside of me. he called me perfect but we haven't met in person yet. what if I'm ugly in real life? » Continue Reading

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self disgust

Category: Romance and Relationships

I just sent nudes to a guy for the first time in my life. I'm feeling kinda bad about myself. does this mean I have no self respect. I'm an adult now so I can do what I please...but is this really what I want to do? NO I DONT. I wanna be loved not lusted. » Continue Reading

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relationships

Category: Blogging

there is this guy who calls me pretty. I don't know if I believe him. all I can think about is how he probably just wants to have sex with me. I'm a fucking whore so ill do whatever but isn't there a time where ill feel used? of course I need more self respect but after being cheated on I can't seem to find any. who cheats on their girlfriend with an ugly bitch...maybe I'm the ugly bitch. » Continue Reading

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nuclear war

Category: Life

all I think about is the never ending feeling of dread. the nuclear war is coming soon I feel it. were all gonna die and there's nothing we can do to stop it. I have hallucinations of bombs going off. the angels tell me to start making bomb shelters but how can I do that as a teenage girl with no money.  I don't know what to do. so now I just play Minecraft to get my head off of this. but the impe... » Continue Reading

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misery

Category: Blogging

guys, I feel miserable all the time. I just get high all day and do nothing. I have so many things I wanna do but I can't bring myself to do them. all I wanna do is sleep all the time and this feeling will never end. I need more drugs!  » Continue Reading

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