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No. 13 - Andromeda Calling

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10:23AM - Monday, June 30th 2025] I had a song stuck in my head after a mental debate on the question, "will I achieve all that I desire as my end goal?" Though I will not express them publically ('until done, tell none'), they would be best described as mighty to accomplish.  The song stuck in my head was Andromeda by Weyes Blood. Fro » Continue Reading

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No. 12 - Putting My Mind to Rest

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2:13PM - Saturday, June 28th 2025] I have returned from an adventure in Europe. But I found that my mind was restless, and that it has taken a large sum of media restriction to calm the voices in my head of old songs, quotes, memories, and questions.  » Continue Reading

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No. 11 - Overture

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1:11PM - Sunday, April 27th 2025] I've seen a glimpse into the world and it's beauty, beyond anything I could ever dream of. I am happy to be alive and to admire the creations of others, old and new. And from this experience traveling across Amsterdam, Brussels, and Lyon, I am excited to create, too. I see a vision of what I want to make inspired » Continue Reading

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No. 10 - Love Thyself

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10:57AM - Wednesday, April 23rd 2025] Typing out my daily exploits and emotions is a bit easier than writing it down, and I really should document the amazing point in my life that I am at now. In the last 24 hours, my life has changed for the better. I am exactly where I want to be. And I'm excited to bookmark this moment in history.  Yesterday, 4/22, I went home because I had no food and I wa » Continue Reading

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No. 9 - Vicious Winds

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1:42PM - Monday, April 14th 2025] Hi. This is just an archive of my emotion right now because I am trying to focus but as a marker, my final act during this break is to culminate inspiration and drive by aligning with my self-assigned homestuck classpect, Rogue of Breath. Anyways, before beginning, I will write out how I'm feeling. I see myself with a toothy, sly grin, strong and serving (cunt) as... » Continue Reading

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No. 8 - A Much Needed Conversation

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1:00AM - Monday, April 14th 2025] I just left a call with my mom. I missed her, so I picked up the phone. It was a sad thought to think of the moment when she isn't right there to call to vent. So I went for it, and it was a much needed conversation, because beforehand I was having persist thoughts repeating the scenario of meeting my former partner to obtain my things. Enough of » Continue Reading

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No. 7 - Inevitable Change, and oh, How Two Years Will Fly

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5:17PM - Friday, April 11th 2025] I think it would be best to update this blog because my last post was very sad. I do not feel nearly as bad as I did back then. It's April. It passed so fast, yet it slows, when I drink coffee (sometimes).  I've done some deep thinking about my future. I'm crafting a routine for myself that has helped motivate me to stay alive, and to work on being alive, because ... » Continue Reading

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No. 6 - Why Do I Cry

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10:43PM - Sunday, Mar 23] Today was an adventure, glorious, vibrant, heartful, I went to a royal garden, my second ever concert, and a nice kebab place. Yet I came back to my perfect hostel feeling like I was not whole. » Continue Reading

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No. 5 - Jesus on the Telephone at 9PM

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9:38PM - Monday, Mar 10] There are very kind people out there, and today I met one of the nicest phone therapy people ever. Before calling I was thinking to myself, "I really wish I could talk to God right now, or have someone to talk to", because I wanted a positive influence and motivation, as I severely lacked it prior. And it felt divine to talk to some » Continue Reading

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No. 4 - The Sacred Heart

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5:08PM - Saturday, Mar 8] I love the sacred heart, it was favorite symbol the moment I found it, that or the borjgali for its funny name and beautiful origin. Nevertheless, I write this in grateful tears. I am glad to be here, I am glad to be alive. And I normally I don't get this sappy, but today was a fresh start that has reinspired my livelihood. But for context, the morning was rough. It was n... » Continue Reading

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No. 3 - A Speck on the Map

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11:40PM - Thursday, Mar 6] I come from a town that is a speck on the map. If it was wiped off the face of the Earth, no country would cry, the world would not mourn what it had lost because it truly was not that significant. And I do not love this town so much that I would ever want to make it so significant because while I love some of the people in it, this city has had over 100 years to change ... » Continue Reading

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No. 2 - An Empty Birdcage

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8:59AM - Saturday, Feb 22] After my recent breakup, the first image that comes to mind representing me is an ironclad birdcage, with what used to hold my fruitful heart, empty and stained in blood after it was ripped out, now rebuilding itself -- cell by cell. Slowly. Painfully. Might as well be a petri dish of affection, or openness to it. Anyway, I saw a post a while ago on Instagram saying you ... » Continue Reading

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