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-18, Spain. She/Her
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Hi everyone! My name is Luna. Im 18 Years old and Im from Spain. I speak Spanish and English (I try my best but english isnt my first language so excuse any mistakes i might make). Im currently studying a degree in filmschool! You can find some of my interests on my profile. I'd love to find friends and people who have my same ones, so feel free to reach out! Im a big big movie fan, I love listeni... » Continue Reading
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There's something really romantic about missing the past, but it consumes my present. I always say that nostalgia will kill me, but I've never stopped and realized how much I actually hurt for a time that's so far gone. Though I'm not sure it's the time that I miss, or if it's the feeling. I think I might just miss when my heart wasn't heavy and everything felt warm and comfortable. When life wasn... » Continue Reading
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I haven't even stopped to think about what i want to write, all I know is that I have this feeling, this craving to let out the loud thoughts that cloud my mind. The problem is that there's so many, I don't even know where to start. I open up in this blog in ways I could never even dream to in real life to anyone, because it seems much easier. Just saying whatever and leaving it out there for som... » Continue Reading
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I can't help but notice how lonely my days have become over the past year or so. I've never been one to have many friends. In fact, I used to have none growing up. But I really wanted them, so badly. I've had stages when I had many, big friend groups. I've had stages when it was only me and two other friends. Even times when it was only me and my best friend at the time. But never have I been as l... » Continue Reading
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Hello, it’s been really long since the last time I posted here. A lot has happened, but i’m not going to bother on writing a whole life update because nobody cares and it’s not relevant anyway. I’m pushing 19 and really fucking lost. Anxiety consumes my whole body. I can’t function like a normal person. I fear everything and everyone. But time keeps passing and it seems like i’m running out of it... » Continue Reading
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Tbh I don’t even know what to write I just need to distract myself and vent for a while. Idgaf if someone reads this or not, i just use this as a personal diary. It’s my first day of summer break and im not happy at all. I just want to stay home. I want stay inside and never leave. I don’t wanna see anyone or do anything, and that sucks because i feel like im throwing life away but at the same tim... » Continue Reading
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I don’t know if this is just something I feel or if it’s a relatable experience for others, but sometimes I hate how I look so much that I feel like a literal monster around everyone. Let me explain. I have my moments when I feel like I look okay—or at least not absolutely horrendous. I look at myself in the mirror and think, *I could live with that.* But then it hits me: *That’s probably not ho... » Continue Reading
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Guys i know this is kind of a stupid thing to post a blog entry on but stuff from my profile is literally gone??? Idk why the codes are still there but the stuff is gone i used to have a lot of gifs and blinkies and text and all and its all gone from my layout?? And its not like i can easily fix it bc i have NO idea ab coding i just copied and pasted it annd it was rlly hard for me to figure it al... » Continue Reading
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So I'm currently in exam week, and it's been really stressful. These past two months, I've been experiencing some relapses and depressive episodes, and it had been so long since I had felt so good. I've had low points, and I've had my LOWEST points, but I really thought it was getting better. I know recovery isn't linear, and there are ups and downs, but this down was really hard on me because I w... » Continue Reading
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