context!!!!!! politics and friendship and religion i posted that 8 months ago, around the end of january. we had a long facetime, and then i never talked to either of them again. i was disappointed but i got over it. i haven't been able to make any friends since then. it's whatever. i occasionally (maybe 3-4x over 4 months) talked about the problems between us with my mom/brother. they knew over... » Continue Reading
i'm an engineering major and one of my classes has a project worth 5% of the final grade about making an ai generated music video. if you saw my last blog post, you know how much i hate ai, so obviously i don't want to do this project! the project description is at the top of this post... idk how it will show up for you. i highlighted the parts i have problems with. i don' » Continue Reading
i love arguing with people in tiktok comments. its awful idk why i do it. today i saw a post, op was making the point that, if the US would stop sending money to israel, they'd be able to stop homelessness and other things. i agree and think it's a good topic to post about. my only problem was that this post was a series of screenshots, a conversation with chatgpt. "how much would it cost to make ... » Continue Reading
eeeeeeeeeeeeveryone tells me to join clubs while im at uni bc thats how u get friends and make connections and etc etc. but i go to these club events and everyones already talking to their friend group. ??? what am i supposed to do in this situation.. and these clubs are not how i expected at all. i thought there would be regular meetings and events in between. and like projects to work on togeth... » Continue Reading
i'm an atheist :> i know its impossible to know for sure whether or not a creator exists, but i have a bunch of reasons why i think its more likely that there's none. more importantly, i just don't believe there is one, and i couldn't change that if i wanted to. but recently i *do* want to change that! i want there to be an afterlife, a being that has power and cares about me, a set of rituals i ... » Continue Reading
ive been inactive here for like 5 months which is cray bc i love this website!!!! sorry about that. i think i left mostly because im 1. terrible at conversations and making friends and 2. addicted to tiktok/reels/shorts so i got bored quick (im in the process of undoing that :3). i want to get into cooking i think :3 i made some accordion potatoes yesterday and they were perf. today im making sus... » Continue Reading
i don't want an echo chamber of friends that think exactly the same things i do. there's nothing i can learn from a situation like that. but are there limits to this? i thought i would be okay with having my two christian friends. i thought it would be a great opportunity to see things from a different perspective. but whenever i want to talk about our differing opinions, they think i'm arguing an... » Continue Reading
i reeeaaalllyy wish i could put all of my tiktok reposts in here somehow. i guess i could post them all to youtube and put a link 2 that on my profile.. im not doing all that. whatever. » Continue Reading