Laila

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To those in my heart

Category: Romance and Relationships

My childhood best friend:   We met around 10 years ago. Has it really been that long? Time passes fast. I’m sorry, I’m sorry I never answered your calls or spent that time playing Minecraft now. I can spend all the time in the world apologizing but it would never make it up to you. I miss you, I hope you’re doing well. I wish you would come back to town, your mom said you might move back right? A ... » Continue Reading

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Guess what

Category: Blogging

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RAAH IM PISSED

Category: Blogging

  I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE I WANT TO BE ALONE. okay i dunno. EVERYONE IS PISSING ME OFF SO BAD LIKE SHUT THE ACTUAL FUCK UP AND BITE YOUR TOUNGE FOR ONE GODDAMN SECOND CAN YOU DO THAT? I DONT THINK SO. WHY IS EVERYONE SO ANNOYING I CANT DO THIS. IM PROBABLY GONNA FIND THIS ENTRY CRINGER LATER BUT EH, I JUST WANNA THROW MY PHONE AT A WALL EVERYTHING IS GETTING BETTER BUT I STILL FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF... » Continue Reading

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I just

Category: Life

  I don’t know. I’m currently crying as I write this, I feel really alone. I know I have people I can go to but for the past month or so it’s just felt like everybody is against me. There is not one friend i’ve had/have that has always been there. My parents taught me to be independent but for some reason whenever I meet someone new and we get close that person is like a life line to me. I don’t k... » Continue Reading

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yall are weird asf like ok..

Category: Blogging

  Uhm so tbh I can't be talking but some of you are freaky as hoes or js weird. Like i'm not gonna judge you for your things that get u off or things you like unless it's harming someone and or yourself. Like my main point is TMI. I usually don't care about tmi but like why are you displaying this stuff online so often? Also other people might not be comfortable so like you do you but y'all are a ... » Continue Reading

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i cant eat.. (kinda)

Category: Blogging

 So basically the other day I vomited a lot it actually wasn’t the other day I see the other day and it could be the span from the time of birth or yesterday, but anyways I got the flu or something. I think it was a stomach bug and I vomited for three days straight and I couldn’t keep anything down even water Now I don’t have a good appetite. I have been struggling to eat like I get hungry, but I ... » Continue Reading

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I love burpees

Category: Blogging

  I did 100 jumping jacks and 100 burpees. I then did ab, leg, and arm workouts and a little pilates with some collarbone workouts. I feel good, I’ll probably be sore in the morning but you know what thats amazing. I always have too much energy so maybe I can put it into workouts? Hopefully I’ll be able to sleep tonight because i’ve only gotten 5 hours or less each day for 5 days… i didn’t do my h... » Continue Reading

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Losing my best friend was my last straw

Category: Life

   I’m not sure I can keep going. I lost my best friend, I messed up and literally do not know what to do anymore. We met this year and got close really quickly. I started drifting, I tried really hard not to because I have a bad habit of pushing my friends away after a while, not sure if its avoidant attachment or just me not being the best. I wish I said more or did more, there was so much to sa... » Continue Reading

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Forgiveness

Category: Life

  I hate being forgiving. I could always be more forgiving but I can only take so much. It feels selfish, I can’t handle people leaving. People keep ghosting me and getting mad at me over tiny things. I’m trying not to let this stuff affect me because I’m trying to get better but it’s so hard. I’m starting to get bad anxiety, last year I barely went too school because my friends were so mean to me... » Continue Reading

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I NEED TO BE QUIET

Category: Blogging

  BRO AT SCHOOL I ALWAYS SAY OUT OF POCKET THINGS. ONE TIME THERE WAS A TEACHER BEHIND ME AND I SAID “I love P. Diddy he’s my bestie” … OOPS. ANOTHER OF TIME I SAID “I can be a pedo if I want to” VERY LOUDLY WALKING BEHIND A GROUP OF POPULAR GIRLS. THERES SO MANY INSTANCES WHEN THINGS LIKE THIS HAS HAPPENED. OOOPPPPPSSSSS.. anyway buh bye xoxo stay ama » Continue Reading

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Why do I crave what I’m afraid of?

Category: Life

 I want someone to love me, I mean my friends and family do and I’m grateful for that but I don’t think I’ve ever felt like someone would stay for very long. I barely have any people that have not left me before, other people I met just wanted to exploit me, I think I’m afraid. I want someone to just hold me for a while and maybe take a nap for a while. A good thing that I’ve been doing is not pus... » Continue Reading

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I love mouthwashing

Category: Games

I love mouthwashing I love mouthwashing I love mouthwashing I love mouthwashing I love mouthwashing I love mouthwashing I love mouthwashin » Continue Reading

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