honestly this is just a rant/vent because i have noone to talk to also there is hella typos that i rlly dont feel like fixing soooooo some stuff i need to make clear to continue so its not super confusing, but i cant explain anything for shit so dont expect any of this to be crystal clear i have little to no friends that i can genuinly talk to or be myself around. i have only two close friends tha... » Continue Reading
So my birthday is coming up here on the 20th, and my close friend who i dont get to see much anymore because hes in college, said he would be visiting for the 19th-20th. i was excited because i hadent gotten to see him in very long and we usually have a sleepover with his girlfriend everytime he visits. (im not going to go to deep into detail but the relationship his girlfriend, him, and i have is... » Continue Reading
so recently ive been working on a lot of the social skills i lacked/wasnt able to leaarn due to restrictions my dad put on me, and ive been working really hard, yet i still feel like an alien around other people? i feel like im faking A LOT of my interactions with others, but honestly i cant help it! if i dont fake those emotions and expressions, then im being weird or offputting,, i dont know wh... » Continue Reading
i dont know how to start a blog or how to write about things ina "blog" format im new here, pls give me tips or just say something random :p meoowowwwwww » Continue Reading