"comforting myself with scenarios that will never exist"
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I changed. I wasn't always this pathetic, nor was I this anxious. I used to be bold and determined. I had my mind set on every goal I wanted, and I was so close to reaching it and feeling accomplished. So why did I fall at the very end? To be fair, I was like this before all of this happened. I was scared, I stayed coddled in my room as much as possible. My memory is foggy in this stage, but I be... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
Everytime an opinion forms through my head, I become passionate about it only for it to he crumbles and molded to the other person's opinion of that matter. Every blog I post, every word I write, I eventually change my mind even if it's a mild sentence that I changed my thoughts about. Sometimes I feel as if I'm nothing but a lowsy dog desperate for a person's approval. I ignore the fact a human'... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
If I were able to choose my own existence, I would rather be moth. The likelihood of someone disturbing me is low, and I can go unnoticed. Not much would know that I exist, and even if they did see me they'd never remember me. I can fly, but not as beautiful as a bird. A bird can flap its feathers and a poem would be written about it. Every step they take will be admired and be seen. I don't want ... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
We have a new person in our class, and I immediately liked her so much (not romantically) so I hung out with her. And for some reason I always want to try and impress her or pretend to be cool. I try to refrain from actually pretending to be someone she can have fun with, but it's still just like??? I don't know I hate it. She doesn't need me, but I feel like I need her. I spend the rest of the da... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Everyone's ambitions and dreams constantly change, and that's completely fine, people continuously grow and bloom like flowers, whether they become venomous or a cure to something. My classmate used to wish to become a marine biologist, and I thought it was fascinating, despite not wanting to go on the same path as her. Obviously for that, she needs to study biology and other things that I'm unsur... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
Whenever someone has different thoughts from the majority, they always end up being misunderstood since it's not "typical". But how do they even know if their own trace of thought is normal and ordinary? Being normal (or at least how I view it) is apparently having a large friend group and following social media and trends. Is that truly normal? If they have ever seen themselves from a third persp... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I genuinely have no idea on how to get inspiration, there are so many styles of writing that I don't know what to choose!! » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
AAAAAAAA I've had writer's block for months now... (┬┬﹏┬┬) I'm honestly thinking about re-writing the entire thing since I finally have an idea about things. But now school started and my eyes aren't even burning anymore, they're numb. I need to sleep and hopefully get more ideas!! Even though I LOVE writing, I'm always insecure about it for my little vocabulary and I don't read much except for co... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
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