I'm making the first half of this as a follow-up post to my last, I will cut it off at the bottom. The second half is going to be more of a commentary. With Election Day concluding, it is important to remember that the world is not going to end. America is not going to fall apart, and things always appear worse in the moment. Also, fearmongering has been so prevalent in the last 10-15 years that i... » Continue Reading
I am less concerned by who is going to win, more concerned about the public's reaction. Both sides of the aisle are blowing things way out of proportion, demonizing the other. If enough people really believe all of the hearsay being spread about Harris and Trump, it can become a bloody and uneasy couple of months (and maybe after). I'm not saying it's likely or inevitable, it's just discomforting... » Continue Reading
I am scrolling through Recent Blogs finding stuff to read and after a few pages it's just full of spam from advertising accounts. I hope this isn't gonna be a trend. » Continue Reading
I am proud to say I am finally free of a sickening addiction. I can't talk what it was exactly without fear of getting banned, but that's besides the main point: I'm free! It's interesting how this happened, too. It didn't happen through willpower or therapy or medication, but just simple logic and reasoning. Sounds crazy, but it's true! Again, I'd link to the resource I was given that did this to... » Continue Reading
Site seems a bit bare right now, I scroll through blogs every now and then but it's just mostly ramblings and stuff. (Not that this is a bad thing on its own, I mean, what is this blog post?) But there's not a whole lot of interactable posts, not much to discuss. Groups and forums appeared dead when I checked them out when I first joined, too. I wish I could contribute against this better myself, ... » Continue Reading
Bought some CDs to start my collection, as I've been hoping to start fighting a bit more against the trend of not really owning any media. The little covers that the CDs come with are super cool! Somee come with lyrics, most come with some cool art. One of the CDs came with a freakin' behind-the-scenes DVD! Sick! So much more interesting than loading up some streamed file from a site like Youtube ... » Continue Reading
So, I've happened across a video by HealthyGamerGG (also known as Dr. K) that was very interesting. I never really thought I had anxiety since I never felt "worried" about life all the time, but I may need to get introspective and reevaluate that after watching this video. In a nutshell, men experience anxiety in the form of a perceived helplessness in situations that is exacerbated by the brain.... » Continue Reading
Something I am recently learning as I get older, is that nobody really has life "figured out". It's not a game to win or a race to run. I've noticed that generations that have had a large part of their lives on the modern internet (such as mine, Gen Z) seem to have a sense of inadequacy that develops from knowing the most optimal way to do everything. We can easily look up the most optimal lifesty... » Continue Reading
I notice there seems to be a lot of people who like Femtanyl on this site, so I'm curious: what could be SpaceHey's favorite Femtanyl song? I might make a follow up blog entry if this gets enough interaction to determine that.. For now, here's my Top 3: 1. PUSH UR T3MPRR 2. KATAMARI 3. ACT RIGHT and P3T (I know this is cheating, but I genuinely can't decide which is better in my mind...) » Continue Reading
Here's some websites to check out if you're in the mood to see old computer software. Good fun! copy's Virtual x86 - copy.sh/v86 - x86 emulation in the browser! Can run anything from Arch Linux, to ReactOS and old Windows versions to even boot sector programs. PCjs - pcjs.org - PC emulation in the browser. Can play a few old school PC games like Wolfenstein 3D, and interact with operating systems ... » Continue Reading
I like the hostage mode, and think if people made more balanced maps for it it would be super fun. BUUUT we're stuck with this piece of shit. Why Valve? I'm not saying Italy or Agency are anywhere close to ideal but those maps are LEAGUES better than Office. Please add Italy to the competitive pool so we can have a much more fun map to play for Hostage. pls volvo » Continue Reading
I've been ruminating on making a video game for years, a mix of different aspects that I like about competitive shooter games. I just don't have the freakin' time to do anything about it! And when I do I'm bone tired after my workweek so I just want to chill. It sucks. I wish I still had the energy and time I had 5 years ago when I was learning to play competitive games. Although, who knows if I w... » Continue Reading