It’s been a while Life is starting to clear up bur I still feel hollow or sad, and I’m starting to retrieve the feeling of everybody faking that they fw me or something. I’m procrastinating rlly hard on assignments too, and I’m hesitating to talk about my mental health to my mom. And for some reason, I’m yearning a LOT for my fine shyt rn, I just want to have more time with them before we move to ... » Continue Reading
I feel lonelier everyday. I don’t know how I’m getting way more distant from my friends than usual each time I sea them, and my intuition tells me that the people that I seeked validation from no longer think of me as someone’s who’s important to them, they might even be uncomfortable around me. I don’t want to bother my parents to talk about my mental health, and I want online friends who I can h... » Continue Reading
I can’t love properly, and the people I want don’t like me back. I want to grow but I’m dependent on the feeling of love, I couldn’t go for a month without a crush or obsession unless I get depressed and do things that a robot would do. I feel like a fucking WHORE. WHY the hell do I love a girl with a bf and why do I love a boy with a gf. WHEN WILL I EVER PULL SOMEONE THAT ACTUALLY WANTS ME BACK. ... » Continue Reading
Everytime I have a 1-2-3 day (math, science, PE) I always get bad luck. First of all, I’m slipping down my grade in math even lower, and one if the girls who dislike me for biased information laughed hard after she found out that I only did 1/4 of the homework given to us. Like, very loud. I mean, how immature could someone be after finding out that someone you disliked only turned in a fraction o... » Continue Reading
I have no motivation in general rn, and no motivation in life. My mom is there for me to reach out a hand and give me to mental help i need, but as much as I want to preserve my comfort and mom’s knowledge of the state I am right now, I can’t help but push myself further until I reach my goals. But I’ll always end up sliding back down the mountain, choosing something to regret over and blame. I ho... » Continue Reading