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Category: Life
It’s my birthday but it didn’t feel like a birthday. I think that my mood is already ruined by the fact that I did my Cross Country tryout today, and that I have to do it tomorrow as well. The sport doesn’t fit my schedule really well, so I might as well tell my parents that I should sign out from it, hopefully. Today felt like a bad day instead, I usually forget that the world doesnt notice me. I... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Technically, it’s the night before my first day of high school. I’m not scared like how I was when I was an elementary schooler going onto middle school. I’m confident and looking forward to goals now, and honestly, I’m pretty surprised at how I’m doing right now. I thought that I would be miserable at this time It’s been a long time ever since I posted my last blog. I’m actually starting to think... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Life has been going bland in a sad way I had to turn in my violin since my music summer camp ended. Honestly, I didn’t know how emotionally connected I was to my violin until now. That violin has been with me through my passionate times through orchestra, it went through my orchestra class (best classmates and subject ive had this year btw), my ragged phase with E, and my weirdest attempts at do... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Eyden, If you're seeing this, (for some reason even though I blocked you on multiple platforms) I really really do miss you. If you have ever had it cross your mind, I DID like you. I yearn for you till this day. I'm really sorry for making you feel uncomfortable around me if you ever felt like that. And I'm sorry for not being mature enough to give you a chance at being someone who could've bee... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It’s been a long while. A ton of things happened. I don’t have anyone to talk about my situation right now, and I don’t want to vent and disturb anyone as well. I was building up hope until I realized how disturbingly weird I am around the people I love. I can’t help but get quickly comfortable with them once I knew them. Heck, I even hated someone for that exact same reason. I thought that I wa... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
My parents have said it before, my friends have seen it in me, and now, I finally know how to take these fuckass words by heart. I can't communicate my feelings properly, and that's what makes me a bad person. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
How the fuck has it been 11 days ever since my last blog? Time has been flying WAY too fast, I don't even know how I'm 5 days away from my exams. I wanted to go to the wellness room at my school, I was on the edge of crying right then and there while I was walking to the office. Anyways I'm getting a stronger feeling that 60% of the whole school population dislikes me. Maybe I should talk and smil... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It’s been a while Life is starting to clear up bur I still feel hollow or sad, and I’m starting to retrieve the feeling of everybody faking that they fw me or something. I’m procrastinating rlly hard on assignments too, and I’m hesitating to talk about my mental health to my mom. And for some reason, I’m yearning a LOT for my fine shyt rn, I just want to have more time with them before we move to ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I feel lonelier everyday. I don’t know how I’m getting way more distant from my friends than usual each time I sea them, and my intuition tells me that the people that I seeked validation from no longer think of me as someone’s who’s important to them, they might even be uncomfortable around me. I don’t want to bother my parents to talk about my mental health, and I want online friends who I can h... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I can’t love properly, and the people I want don’t like me back. I want to grow but I’m dependent on the feeling of love, I couldn’t go for a month without a crush or obsession unless I get depressed and do things that a robot would do. I feel like a fucking WHORE. WHY the hell do I love a girl with a bf and why do I love a boy with a gf. WHEN WILL I EVER PULL SOMEONE THAT ACTUALLY WANTS ME BACK. ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Everytime I have a 1-2-3 day (math, science, PE) I always get bad luck. First of all, I’m slipping down my grade in math even lower, and one if the girls who dislike me for biased information laughed hard after she found out that I only did 1/4 of the homework given to us. Like, very loud. I mean, how immature could someone be after finding out that someone you disliked only turned in a fraction o... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I have no motivation in general rn, and no motivation in life. My mom is there for me to reach out a hand and give me to mental help i need, but as much as I want to preserve my comfort and mom’s knowledge of the state I am right now, I can’t help but push myself further until I reach my goals. But I’ll always end up sliding back down the mountain, choosing something to regret over and blame. I ho... » Continue Reading
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