Heyo Sometimes I get really depressed and all that, but things did turn around for the better! I ended up getting invited to a whole hang out thing that I didn't expect, and Halloween was genuinely such a blast! I guess sometimes I lose sight of how random and meaningless everything is; to me that's a really good thing to keep in mind. There is no purpose for anything, so there's always a chance ... » Continue Reading
What up yall, back at it AGAIN with another rant post. I don't know; connecting with people to any degree has always been extremely challenging. The reason I have any friends at all (two who I'm pretty close with and the other who we talk every once in a while, but I appreciate and value a lot regardless) happened by pure chance. I mean genuine luck. I won't get into it, but believe me I had no ac... » Continue Reading
heyo, welcome back to another instance of me rambling to myself and publishing it ✨✨✨ I want to be a lot of things. I don't know; life is hard. Even from when I was little I've held onto that secret desire to actually be a musician-- Like, I know almost everyone probably has had that thought before watching someone else sing or listening to an album, but I mean for real. And I know I'm not all tha... » Continue Reading
I got a part in the play I auditioned for!!! AND I got into the Improv Group (a tiny while ago) I wanted to wait for both of these results before making a post, and the casting list came out literally exactly an hour ago! I had to triple check to make sure I wasn't seeing things lol! But yeah!!! That should be super coo » Continue Reading
This is just a short little blurb, mostly to remind myself: I LOVE SonicSong 182. Their videos from, like, seven years ago at this point (damn!), unironically helped me through my parent's divorce.™ But seriously- note to self: whenever Im feeling down I've gotta rewatch some of the Ask The Sonic Heroes videos because my face literally LIT UP!!! SuperVintendo64's performance as Shadow was » Continue Reading
Its me, ya girl, back at it again writing online to myself basically lmao a few things, I guess: 1) Homesickness. I dont really get home sick? I mean, its not even been a full month yet, but I havent found myself missing home. I miss my little brother though, and with my sister out all the time, and my Parents and that situation being, well, that , I feel terrible just leaving him there. He's got ... » Continue Reading
heyo! i was thinking, so now im blogging. i was tempted to file this under the "Romance and Relationships" category but lets be real, this is not that. Ive never been in any even remotely romantic relationship before. i knew before leaving high school that what i did wouldnt matter; i mean that in a good way. In the way of, if i embarrass myself or take a chance, that it genuinely wont matter. des... » Continue Reading
Obviously the name makes me chuckle everytime, but SERIOUSLY!!! Watching all of these Fearless, Year of Shadow content trailers is getting me so so SO excited! And they're redoing Shadow levels from different games, and Black Doom is here! (Or at least some form of Black Doom- i dont really know yet lol) I have always loved Shadows backstory so I am so happy that they literally brought Maria to li... » Continue Reading
Incoherent Rambling starts now: Hey anyone and everyone 'moved into a college dorm around 3 weeks ago now, which is crazy to think about. I somehow have loads of free time ??? Obviously this is cus 1) it just started and 2) I picked some easier, gen ed requirement courses just to get the ball rolling, as it were. But yeah. It's a crazy switch. Which makes sense, obviously, and yeah, everyone kno... » Continue Reading