College Rambles #1

Incoherent Rambling starts now:

Hey anyone and everyone

'moved into a college dorm around 3 weeks ago now, which is crazy to think about. I somehow have loads of free time ??? Obviously this is cus 

1) it just started and 

2) I picked some easier, gen ed requirement courses just to get the ball rolling, as it were.

But yeah. It's a crazy switch. Which makes sense, obviously, and yeah, everyone knows that-- I dont know how to write without contradicting and downplaying myself lmao. Basically it's been surprisingly cool. And I got a substantial amount of scholarships/FAFSA money, so I dont hate myself too much about the money aspect of things, which is something I do often with... well... everything. Do I know what Im going to major in? Absolutely not. And yes, I am terrified.

That's life I suppose. I have more free time than I thought I would, so I've been actually doing stuff that I am semi-passionate about which is crazy.

dont wanna get too personal, but I did fuck-all in high school. I got good grades, went home, dealt with my Family Issues, and slept. I genuinely did not do anything else- I mean of course I did small things- I cant just say absolutely NOTHING, but pretty much nothing-- you know what I mean. I let everything going on just stop me from doing essentially anything else.

So now that I have free time away from that, it's all very surreal. I worked on some fanfiction that I genuinely might finish and post soon (probably on Ao3- I dont know how this site works as of now, but if its allowed I can also post here I guess), and I've been drawing and making art a lot more frequently. 

I guess with this post Im just setting the stage for Where I Am in life right now, and also because I felt the need to do a little check-in with myself.

Anywho, that's all I got.

Later Skaters 🖖