tbh i do miss being sick. i miss staying home from school in bed all day with common sick feelings: the burning throat, the slight headache, the tired eyes. i wish to be at least one day sick, it's been over an year i don't get sick; tho more than one year, like two or even more. i don't remember. i wish i could stay home with fever/flu (how to say it), but my immune system doesn't let me... my im... » Continue Reading
yesterday i dyed my hair in black: since some color remained i dyed also the eyebrows and mustache (don't ask me why, i don't know it either). when i had to clean it the black on my face wasn't goin away. so i grabbed the soap, makeup remover, the stronger makeup remover... when i saw it still was there i grabbed the alcohol and put on my face. i realised it only hours later that it was the cleani... » Continue Reading
i always remembered i used to play flash games since the beginning... today i found these two games i used to play a looooot as a toddler and i'm so happy i found them again! if you wanna check 'em, here's where i found them: https://www.numuki.com/game/sofia-s-world/ https://www.numuki.com/game/jnp-jake-s-world/ » Continue Reading
i just went to a cool festival not to far from where i live. its name is 'Metal for Emergency', it was so cool! this was the first festival/event i went without having anxiety or anything, i don't know why. there were some bands here playing, my personal favorite that played today is Motel Transylvania. i even bought their shirt and CD and they even signed it! i also loved all the other bands; thi... » Continue Reading
it's been a long while i don't wride my thoughts down so here i am again, to bother people with my shit. it's the same topic, over and over: why am i like this . i mean i miss nothing: i have a family who loves me, friends who loves me (i hope), a boyfriend who loves me (i hope), a cat who i love with all myself, a house i live nice in, food to make me never starve, istruction by goin to school, ... » Continue Reading
I have no idea how to call it. i don't know if to leave it a demo or continue it. https://seeker-of-glowing-light.itch.io/a-rpg-maker-vx-ace-game https://gamejolt.com/games/a-rpg-maker-vx-ace-game/1004728 » Continue Reading
i made another small game experience. here are the links if you wanna check it out. https://seeker-of-glowing-light.itch.io/untitled2-rpg-maker-2003-game https://gamejolt.com/games/untitled2_rpgmaker2003game/1000988 » Continue Reading
damn! it's been 1 year since i'm there, holy shit. that's also kwel to know. this site-social media is so cool! i'm so glad a dear friend of mine showed me this site! nothing much to say, just wanted to remember this day. » Continue Reading
tonight i went to theatre to see my boyfriend playing in a show and i almost cried for the emotion, like: he did amazing, i cannot explain. i don't know how to describe how well he did, too much to express it in words (it is also me, who sucks with words). i really wanted to hug him or kiss him, but i was to scared to even get near him since his parents were around. next month i also will do a sho... » Continue Reading
today at school i was dressed like one of Jimmy Urine's outfits [ -like this- ] and i also had the spikes... the english mothertonge teacher came to me and told me i reminded him of '70s punk in England. already at this point i felt honored. then he asked me if i know Sex Pistols, so i showed the pin on my bag and he said that my hair was like Sid Vicious'. one of the best compliments in my life. » Continue Reading
ok, so... i like to sew my clothes, make my own stuff, but i have to many ideas that i don't know where to start. plus my mom says that i ruin clothes by doin it (even if when i make clothes she says they are really cool, but prefers me to not wear them outside. i do it anyway lolol). so yeah, i wanna sew but don't know which idea to start: moth hoodie (with wings); custom hoodie (change part of ... » Continue Reading
alright so i ignored/ghosted my class group chat for a day and half 'cause they were sending a lot of messages. they arrive to 1,121 messages. now i sit and read all of them: bunch of bullshits. i wasted 40 minutes of my life reading these fuckers' messages having a fight with each other for a joke someone did and doesn't came out who did it. are you fucking serious? tf is wrong with you people? i... » Continue Reading