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(tw: rape, assault, traumatic af shit, ptsd, hell)) a continuation of the story of my dearest most demigodlike lover, manifestation of every wet dream or rejected lover i ever knew as the small and lonely and isolated incel-like girl that i was in my...

Category: Romance and Relationships

BETRAYAL anotherr night of blurry eyes on screen, i must say i am suprised to be able to use my laptop right now, huge shout out to the one Xenotrek for managing to somehow combine hot glue, a clamp, and epoxy resin to concoct a way to correctly align not only the inner charging port of my laptop, but also all 9 planets. it is truly a digital miracle. ephimera all around, dancing and droll. a worl... » Continue Reading

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a female white knight's magnum opus of the banishing of her prior inceldom, a memory in which i truly delight....

Category: Romance and Relationships

my life is not a very... happy,.. one. i will fully take accountability for the fact that this is 100% my fault, i blame no one else for this fact, i know that at any moment i could pull a wildcard move and "get outta dodge" so to speak, but... well, i don't. so a part of me feels as though i honestly have no right to complain. another part of me is screaming on the inside, begging to be hear » Continue Reading

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how often do you think about Death?

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

i find myself remembering mine and those i am deeply in love with's mortality quite literally multiple times a day. been like this for.... forever. i guess i had way too much death in my life at a young age, as death grips so thoughtfully put it- "I've Seen Footage"! hehe... heh... ha.... will i ever be able to be at peace with the fact that everyone i love is going to be taken away from me foreve... » Continue Reading

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