i find myself remembering mine and those i am deeply in love with's mortality quite literally multiple times a day. been like this for.... forever. i guess i had way too much death in my life at a young age, as death grips so thoughtfully put it- "I've Seen Footage"! hehe... heh... ha....
will i ever be able to be at peace with the fact that everyone i love is going to be taken away from me forever one day, and i from them...?
i wish i didnt have to worry like this. it is all too real out here on planet earth.
love who you have while ya still can....
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lyney
i used to rarely think about death, but when my dad died unexpectedly at the beginning of this year, it changed everything for me. i think having someone so close to you suddenly leave, someone who you always expected to be there for much longer, really pushes one to second guess every decision and thought they've made in their lifetime. death in a vacuum is something i believe most people can push to the side and not give much thought to, but when it's a death that affects you personally it becomes apart of who you are. death is something we'll all have to "live" with eventually.
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0xDeathBeef
I don't think about death that much but I do sometimes think of weird "What if" scenarios if I were to randomly jump off a big building or accidentally stab myself and how would my friend or family member react to it, I'm not suicidal so of course I pray to god that some shit like that would never happen to me, it more of thinking how would my family/friend would reaction in that scenarios.
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niki_ki
I rarely think about death. more often you want to disappear from the world for a while and distractions like music, reading, films help with this
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Lillllllllllllllllllllith
Almost never, because why would I give a shit about something I can neither avoid nor alter in any way. I have no power or say, so I have no stake.
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niko #miserable condom :<
i don't think abt it cuz why should I be more stressed with stuff that's not even happening atm
Yk what I mean
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are u on benzos?
give me ur valium, ill b your penpal~~
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im dead
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