I love life. Everything is just so amazing to me. The skies, the peaceful wind, the way the weather changes every day. The way people live, the way that everybody is pretty and unique, the mountains so high and the sun so bright. I’d love to live in the present. To not worry about the future or try to cling to the past. Nostalgia comforts me. I wish that I could be carefree again, to not worry or... » Continue Reading
im so jealous of everybody, even my own family. like, why should I be jealous of my mother being so happy and why should I be jealous that my dad is so confident? why should I be jealous of the girls who can talk to boys to freely? im jealous, and i crave attention so bad but I just can’t get it. the only one stopping me is myself, but I don’t know myself. im happy when someone starts a conversat... » Continue Reading
i've joined 5 different schools in the past, in which i've had a different personality in each. i've joined a new school, and i have many friends. from primary school and new friends. i've always been the quiet, reserved kid when i was younger. not many people knew me, but i had a few close buddies. i was born as the intorverted, shy one, and not many people liked what i liked. they were "normal"... » Continue Reading