luci

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"trying to wind down"

I'm a 36 year old lady from Portland, OR, USA

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Stroke by stroke

Category: Life

I just want to share one of the joys for me of being in my thirties is being able to look back at my young adulthood and while forgiving myself, see it for what it was, and be thankful for how far I've come.  In my twenties, I was thrust into the world unprepared following a tumultuous upbringing with little to no support, and while being intellectually advanced for my age, I was emotionally and s... » Continue Reading

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Learning how to love

Category: Life

Ok today I'm expressing gratitude for some things: My friend's cancer was able to be completely removed with a minor surgery. I'm experiencing healing of some old emotional wounds and seeing the fruit of that in my life. My sense of humor as a way of connecting with people, even across language barriers. My power, authority, respect, and influence are not given by man. I am so loved and each day I... » Continue Reading

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Purely physical reaction

Category: Life

Hi Spacehey, just checking in.  Today I worked an event for marketing for my company, and without going into exactly what happened, it was a reminder of how important in-person interaction is and how much social media and online-ness has diluted interpersonal relationships in our society.  I can share that some of the people I talked to about nothing work related, but just about life.  And those a... » Continue Reading

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It's a yes

Category: Romance and Relationships

Someone loves me a lot.  Like passionately.  He's seen me suffer and he doesn't want me to be alone.  He has promised to love me forever and ever, and to wait for me as long as it takes.  So, what am I waiting for?  With him, I'd have ultimate freedom, the power to change my life.  I'd never have to worry again.  That's what he's offering me.  He sings me love songs.  He takes songs from the radio... » Continue Reading

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Nine to midnight

Category: Sports

Surprise! I'm writing tonight because I just had to share that I've picked up bowling again.  I used to be into it a few years ago, but stopped playing because of a falling out I had with a friend I used to bowl with.  But this week I had some time and decided to jump back in.  I'm really enjoying it.  It's actually pretty good exercise for me right now.  And it feels good being in the air conditi... » Continue Reading

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Short and sweet

Category: Life

It's been a 3-day weekend for me because of Memorial Day.  Despite that I packed quite a bit of stuff into Saturday and Sunday, but today I just chilled.  I've been watching the anime To Your Eternity and I'm finding it really good.  On the second season now.  Also just finished up the first season of Vinland Saga, and... Wow, what an ending. I'm not sure how much I'll be writing on here in the ne... » Continue Reading

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Just say hi

Category: Life

I've been feeling kind of weird the last couple of days.  I don't want to talk about how exactly but just wanted to share that.  Last night I was invited to a friend's house for dinner and a movie, and I really didn't want to go that much but I ended up going because I just wanted to be with people.  And when I was driving on my way over there, my friends who were already there called me on the ph... » Continue Reading

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Supernatural concepts

Category: Life

I had a very stressful morning but got the afternoon off for a Dr's appointment which was super great.  I actually dislike going to the Dr. but would rather do that than be at work.  I'm my way to the appointment, I got a decaf oatmilk latte at black rock but they definitely put dairy in it because it made me ill.  I needed to go somewhere else after that but instead I just came home because my st... » Continue Reading

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Keep my eyes open

Category: Life

I had a great time relaxing with friends at the lodge this weekend.  I had the opportunity to grow closer with someone I had only met briefly before and we exchanged numbers and I invited her on a road trip next month that some other friends and I are going on.  I really hope she can make it.  Actually I really hope I can make it because I realized I forgot to request the time off from work. 😅  Wh... » Continue Reading

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My real life is out here

Category: Life

Hi friends.  I'm getting ready to go away for the weekend to a place that might have spotty internet.  And I'm really fine with that.  It's nice to go internet-less every once in a while.  I might even turn off my phone completely while I'm there.  I'll be at a lodge with some of my girlfriends and there will be a paint night which I'm really excited about.  I have to pack and do some chores to ge... » Continue Reading

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The next place

Category: Life

Just want to share a few things. I went to the Crystal Springs Rhododendron Garden and it was absolutely breathtaking.  11/10 I had a job interview today.  It went ok but I'm not sure it's the best fit.  But it was my first interview after being out of the job market for five years so it was good practice.  I was actually really impressed with the interviewer, she did a great job, and it seems lik... » Continue Reading

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The forest of time

Category: Writing and Poetry

This is the forest of time. These trees have seen A new beginning. It's always snowing here, In my memory. A blank slate. I can hear them talking, Mingling and leaning in, Giants above me. I seek their faces as they sway, Painting with light and shadows, My blood on the ground. This is the forest of time. These trees have seen Joy and suffering. Today they greet me, like always, But th » Continue Reading

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