My father will die at some point. And in the next few years, 5 to 10, my grandparents, and maybe my mother will weaken as well. And I or my brothers will follow. And I feel awful because, well, nothing seems to be going right in the world, in my world at least. I observe the beauty that sits in front of me every day and wish I could praise it or be in awe of the fact that I am here and I’m alive, ... » Continue Reading
eight, seven, six... crowds cheer, the flashing lights around the corner of the stage begin to shoot into his eyes. five, four, three... he rounds his neck, and stares at the ground. he is nothing now. what is about to happen is not him. two... he steps forwards, the backstage now silent as all eyes are on him. one... he steps from the curtain. the stage lights blast from the floor to his face. ev... » Continue Reading
Before I could really understand what was happening, the teacher had called my name, and i saw the front of the class like an endless hall i would be marching towards for eternity. I picked up my notebook, pencils, and calculator, and I moved to the second desk on the first row. This is where I would be for the remainder of the semester at the very least. And next to me were two of my friends, Ash... » Continue Reading
ive got some stuff planned in the coming days. ive got an animation id like to be done with, and hopefully i can also get this prank trailer done for noah. thatd be pretty funny i think. other than that, im just truckin along on a couple video games. namely : void stranger, which has been a long grueling process; final fantasy 9, which im getting pretty into, but im not quite sure how i feel just ... » Continue Reading
just came on because i felt obligated to write. i think it's helpful, but i dont want to get too caught up in all of it. id love to write more, honestly. maybe in the coming days, ill start writing these more as short stories or something, just something to keep me bein creative on here. i wonder what ill write about. im attaching to sci-fi and magical realism lately, i love building worlds and od... » Continue Reading
last night, i watched the end of evangelion with a friend. now that's a pretty good movie ! in fact, pretty great ! i first watched it, maybe around 2018 or 2019, over what i believe was a summer back home. I laid in bed, head against the pillow against the wall, and on my loud laptop at the time sat and watched every episode of the tv show and the film within a 3-day period, from the hours of 11:... » Continue Reading
didn't know what to write about but felt like i should have something since i made this account today. i watched a couple of movies today. worked on some animation stuff. job hunting. same old same old. the vicious cycle. i figured maybe someone would be interested in how ive been feeling, maybe someone could relate or something, so ill start with that : im doin okay. definitely could always doing... » Continue Reading