a short one, probably

just came on because i felt obligated to write. i think it's helpful, but i dont want to get too caught up in all of it. id love to write more, honestly. maybe in the coming days, ill start writing these more as short stories or something, just something to keep me bein creative on here. i wonder what ill write about. im attaching to sci-fi and magical realism lately, i love building worlds and odd places that id love to live in and explore, but at the same time it's very important to me to tell a story that has depth. some of my favorite movies explore these things but in a very subtle, almost out-of-the-way design. id love to tell a sprawling modern epic between characters set in a city, and their trials and tribulations figuring out early adulthood. i also want to tell a murder mystery, a family drama, a space opera, fantasy. so many avenues. that murder mystery is the one i have most settled on at the moment. it's a murder mystery set in a big city, but this is all just a disguise. the real story is a drama about a woman slowly breaking down and finding that she doesn't know what to live for, her purpose, or the reason for living if everyone will die. bleak, but i think powerful. lets start with that