Looks like blog subscriptions are finally a thing, which means it'll be easier for my antisocial ass to see what's going on with friends on here. Honestly, that's so nice. (Especially because DMing people terrifies me lmao) Finally I can stalk friends in peace lmao » Continue Reading
Being perpetually stuck in the house means I need to find more things to do with my time. Which means taking up new hobbies! Or, well, realizing an old hobby is something specific. I've been making pony bead bracelets for years, but never realized it was kandi making at its base form. I am simply a goofy goober. But along with realizing that, I've dug deeper into the culture as well as the types o... » Continue Reading
Went about a week without my insomnia meds and now that I have them again I am. Sleeping so much. I mean it's not bad don't get me wrong, but man, I would love to do stuff during the day lmao. Also happy homo everyone » Continue Reading
As Summer looms ever closer, life sways once again. Towards the good, thankfully. My garden is exploding like normal, however I am struggling to keep up with it. I harvest from it nearly every day, and yet it all keeps growing lol. I have an endless amount of chives and catnip, it seems. My kidnapped asparagus is growing a fine stalk, my cucumbers and turnips are sprouting, and my newly planted re... » Continue Reading
Possible spoilers ahead It's official - LMK season 5 is coming soon, and the trailer is dropping. As of writing this I have my hands on the Mandarin version of the trailer, however even without understanding a single word, I'm able to pick up on a few things and get my the » Continue Reading
Content warning for: mature content, stalkers, violence, gore, and death. Phycological Horror, Horror, Dress-Up Developed and published by Veratrum » Continue Reading
Well, I'm finally starting to reach peace with the breakup. Even with all the horrible shit I had to go through, and not realizing it until well after the rose coloured glasses came off. I'm tired. I've neglected myself hardcore, but starting tomorrow... it feels like a fresh start. I can do my laundry, take out the garbage and recycling, and hopefully get back into the routine I made for myself. ... » Continue Reading
Well, a lot has happened in the span of a week. Boyfriend broke up with me, had multiple breakdowns in the span of just two days, and my cat got out for an hour or two. It's been so stressful and I've been trying hard to keep my head above water but it's hard and it sucks. I know in the end I'll be fine, that me and my boyfriend will get back together when we're both better, that I have so many th... » Continue Reading
Man... I really wish spring would stay already. The constant back and forth between spring and winter is messing me up big time. So much of my body hurts, my brain is fuzzy most of the time, and for what? At least in good news, I've been pumping out a lot of art that I'm enjoying making and am loving the end product. I may be in pain, but I can still find joy in art. - ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ [ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏғ ᴘ » Continue Reading
Not sure what's been going on with me these past two days. I've been really feeling the bitter loneliness and craving to see people who simply... aren't here. It sucks major butt and I honestly don't like ot. Doesn't help that it also really irritates the paranoia. It's fun. I feel great. SIGH. -MK - ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ [ᴠᴇʀʙᴀᴛɪᴍ - ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ] ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌ » Continue Reading
Sat down with my boyfriend today and finally let out some things I've been holding in for a few days now. I expected him to get mad and yell at me, but he didn't. Why would I expect such a horrible thing of him? Because of how my parents would react when I would have big feelings I needed to get out. They've both been emotionally unavailable for most, of not all my life... And well, I begin to thi... » Continue Reading
Woke up feeling like absolute shit today. I looked out the window, and it turns out it's been snowing. Chronic illness, you win again. Bastard. Hopefully this doesn't last long though because I have a friend teaching me MTG and I wanna go back over and play again dammit!!! Sigh. - ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ [ᴅᴀɴᴄᴇ, ᴅᴀɴᴄᴇ - ғᴀʟʟ ᴏᴜᴛ ʙᴏʏ] ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌ » Continue Reading