Ups and Downs

Well, I'm finally starting to reach peace with the breakup. Even with all the horrible shit I had to go through, and not realizing it until well after the rose coloured glasses came off. I'm tired. I've neglected myself hardcore, but starting tomorrow... it feels like a fresh start. I can do my laundry, take out the garbage and recycling, and hopefully get back into the routine I made for myself. It's been hard, but I have such wonderful friends with me, who have been with me every step of the way.

Maybe one day me and my ex could go back to being friends, but for now, I need to take care of myself and vice versa. I do hope he does well and finds happiness, but I'll forever miss the time we had.

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ [ᴋʀʏᴘᴛᴏɴɪᴛᴇ - 𝟹 ᴅᴏᴏʀs ᴅᴏᴡɴ] ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

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