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Not doing so good.

Category: Life

So a couple weeks ago i posted a blog entry thing being all optimistic like “im getting better” and blah blah. Im not. Ive gotten worse.. I feel sorta numb. I dont really have a personality anymore and idk who i am. I feel so disconnected from myself and i spend hours crying about how ive changed for the worse and how im so ugly now and i hate myself so much and its all gone to shit but…its still ... » Continue Reading

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I AM SO DONE. !!!!!!!!!

Category: Life

UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGHHHHHHHHH. So today i took a shower and i was doing my hair and i didn’t know what time it was and it was really late so i got very mad and stormed upstairs and stomped really loud on purpose so my feet hurt. Then at school i had ENGLISh first and i hate english and was filled with rage so i titled my notes in my notebook “I HATE THI » Continue Reading

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Weekends are depressing

Category: Life

Im so annoyed right now….for the past couple of weeks ive been really trying to eat less and change my weight but NOTHING HAS CHANGED!! Its just discouraging because if my weight stays the same while im eating like..barely any food at all then whats the point of doing it in the first place? I end up bingeing…oh well. I think its cuz im eating little but the food im eating is junky. I should eat he... » Continue Reading

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Im sick (physically)

Category: Life

AUJSGDUJDSGDJHG….thats what i sound like rn. I have a very sore throat  Waaaaahhh  I sound like a dying cat. I have a throbbing headache too and my body hurts I played a bunch of Mario kart today, im currently trying to get 3 stars of every cup in all difficulties (that means getting first place in every track 5x (in 5 different speeds)) i recently got gold trophies in all the cups in all dificult... » Continue Reading

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I am getting better!

Category: Life

Hi First post in a while, god damn. Not THAT long but 3 weeks. This is gonna be long so i apologize. Hi!!!!!! Im fine. I havent posted because..idk. Ive been busy I guess? Also i dont have any real friends on here so really theres no point. No one reads these anyways. Ive been doing okay. Ive gotten better! Mentally at least. Sorta. Ive been trying to be nicer to myself. Ive been on top of my scho... » Continue Reading

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Im so hungry

Category: Blogging

Im pretty sure its just puberty or hormones but i have been SO hungry. All ive wanted to do is just eat eat eat. I was dreaming about baguettes. Eating makes me happy. I eat when im bored. I think theres a word for that… kuchisabishii? 口寂しい. When you eat because your mouth is lonely. Ive also been so tired. I go to bed at like 9 and wake up at 2. I should've used this break to get better! I should... » Continue Reading

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Category: Writing and Poetry

I have done nothing  These past 2 w » Continue Reading

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Anotha one

Category: Blogging

I had ANOTHER dream abt her. She wasnt the main focuz in this one but she was there. I was at some summer camp but had my phone and i was texting her. She was so sweet. I think its cool she comes to me in my dreams. I want to get some new clothes but i have no idea what style im into now. I like mori kei alot but i think people would find it weird. Also its a bunch of layering and so much stuff fo... » Continue Reading

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Dreams and shit

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

I had another dream about HER last night. You don't know who she is. It doesn't matter. I can never remember the order of events in which my dream happened, its weird. Anyways, i think we were at some highschool. I opened the year book and i saw her picture and i took a picture. Then im in my french teachers classroom and she comes up to me. Her hair is pink. But its short. She had pink hair but i... » Continue Reading

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Dfgfgjh

Category: Blogging

Its getting warmer again. I like spring because i like warmth but only in moderation. I dont like fall because fall is cold but with some warm while spring is warm with some cold. So in spring you can wear light things but also layer instead of layering but lightly. Im not a fan of summer though. I do like how theres no school but the heat is what gets me because you cant escape it. When its hot, ... » Continue Reading

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