Caution signs Zombies (I fucking love zombies) Smells (candles, temperature, and even smells like mold and rot) Sharp Teeth (or just teeth in general) Cabela’s (better than disney world) Insanity The periodic table Weeds Fungus Vibrations (feeling a song in my chest/hitting my chest for the sound) Loss of control (in media) Familiar places (liminal/creepy) Salem witch trials Abnormal features (co » Continue Reading
I literally suck sooo bad at finding a date bro. First of all… I’m genderfluid so I can’t date any straight, gay, or lesbian ppl without them making me feel like dookie by not acknowledging my gender fluidity. AND I’m pan so I have to know someone pretty well to get a crush on them :(. I’ve dated four ppl in my life. A guy that used me for my body, a guy that was forced into dating me by my frien... » Continue Reading
Let’s start from the beginning: Nirvana. This band introduced me to grunge and I’ve never looked back. I found who I was because of this band. I started doing diy because of them, and they taught me to not give a fuck abt what ppl want from me. They taught me to do what makes me happy and to stand up for what is right. ICP (Insane Clown Posse). These guys saved me from a bad time in my life. I wa... » Continue Reading
I just thought of smth so imma share it on here Addiction is like a shower. You start off not wanting to shower because of all the effort it will take but once you get in, you never wanna get out. The shower is warm, but eventually it’s not warm enough so you turn the knob to make it hotter. The more your body gets used to the heat, the hotter you make it until it can’t go any further. Even thoug... » Continue Reading
I hate that I have to explain my identity to every new person and they still don’t get it. Even my girlfriend doesn’t understand who I am. It’s exhausting to want to be understood so deeply but for it to be impossible. I want someone to know me. They never get it. They just end up making me upset and unheard. They label me like a cow being prepared for slaughter. They pierce my flesh and say “this... » Continue Reading
Does anyone ever like have a really bad day or week or smth so you just imagine ur fav character hugging you and saying everything is gonna be ok n shit? Is that just me? I’m I the weirdo? Bc honestly I wish my fav characters were real so they could comfort me irl. Please tell me I’m not the only one who does this. » Continue Reading
I just had my birthday and it was great! My parents gave me a cd player AND a cd burner!!! I feel so special :3 and we also went to a cafe which was rlly fun! I’m having my birthday party later this week and I’m so excited!!! I usually have a Halloween themed birthday party bc HALLOWEEN RULES!!! I’m going to a haunt 4 my bday :3 » Continue Reading
Bro I was talking to my abnormal psych teacher and he is worried abt me lol. I was like “what’s the normal amount of hallucinations?” And he was like “uhhh zero?” Like wdym?? He suggested a therapist lmao. But yea. I occasionally get hallucinations, delusions, and intrusive thoughts. Like once I fully convinced myself that the apocalypse was going to happen in a week and I started preparing for it... » Continue Reading
Me n my friends were js walking down the hall in school and we soils so cool!! It just feels amazing to have alt friends and be a part of a community. I wish I had more tho :/. Maybe I can find some later in the year!!! I do live in a pretty conservative state tho. Not that bad tho. There’s just a lot of oldies here lol. I was also thinking… maybe I should give myself a typing quirk? Idk tho :/ » Continue Reading
I was thinking about major life events I’ve had and stuff like that. So I just wanna write abt it. I’ve had three major “scares” in my life. These “scares” have been times where my mental health was so bad that I could barely function and then something happens that just pushes me off the edge. For example, my first scare was when I was going through a lot and I was doing my fathers laundry. He le... » Continue Reading
I have a history of having nightmares. When I was a child, I would have nightmares every night and sometimes I would have this thing I liked to call a “night-marathon”. This is when I have a whole bunch of different nightmares in one night. I think my max was around five lol. Obviously, this made me have a fear of going to sleep. Like whenever my parents made me take a nap or made me go to bed ear... » Continue Reading
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