i really hate not being able to express or feel or do things normally like other people, its like everything i feel is either too small or too big i hate it, and even worse when i cant even identify or express my own feelings. And then someone pretends to know better than me. like no, i cant just stop crying just cuz you told me 2. » Continue Reading
my friend ended up not coming over for new years eve, so i gotta give their christmas presents after winter break probably. hope they ok with getting christmas stuff in january LOLZ. im already thinking abt what to make 4 valentines :3. im thinking something small, because they have a bf i think rn and also a crush on me i think, so i hope it wont be too weird to give them a valentines day gift. b... » Continue Reading
wow. hell above. how did they make this. how can one band make such a beautifull masterpiece. i think listening to hell above is the closest to heaven ill ever get, its just that amazing. idk what it is but that song is just a blessing to my ears » Continue Reading
this winter has felt the least wintery like ever. the only day i really felt the holiday spirit was when we bought a christmas tree and decorated the house for christmas, but like ever since i just havent really been feeling it. maybe on christmas when i had dinner with my family but thats abt it. its not even felt like winter in terms of weather, like where i live its been like 10 c for the past ... » Continue Reading
this is actually so fun like cant believe i didnt discover this site earlier i love just being able to dump my thoughts somehwere without caring too much if im being cringy or whatevs. like its great just being on this site looking thru pretty layouts and rambling on my blog meow its great ok » Continue Reading
ok i think it could be very fun to have my friend over for new years eve, and plus i still have some christmas gifts i gotta give them soooo. i made them this little box, painted a duck in the snow on it (cuz they remind me of ducks), and inside i have a christmas card i drew them (their fav character in a christmas hat), a christmas ordament with the logo of one of their fav bands on it (twisted ... » Continue Reading
my friend wants to spend new years eve together. what do i respond to that? no idea. like yes i love them, and it would likely be so much fun, but ive spent new years eve the same way with my family for as long as i can remember, and so im a little scared for change. i havent even asked if its even possiible yet so, maybe im worried for nothing, but idk. i havent seen them in a few weeks so id lov... » Continue Reading
do you ever just. listen to mcr and like ??? how did they do this. how is the music so good like what. also idk if thats normal but mcr sounds so much better on cd to me, like i dont notice a difference in quality but it just feels different yk? anywnay mcr is so good and incredible and just. wow. like im listening to three cheers rn and wow. the instrumentals, the vocals, the lyrics, the melody, ... » Continue Reading
i think i need a new radio/cd player. just now i really wanted to put on my danger days cd, i got it for christmas this month and it is just absolutely gorgeous n i love it cuz its like such a good album, anyway so i tried to put it on but then my stupid radio only played look alive sunshine on repeat but even that didnt sound smooth. i just took out my cd cuz like i just got it n i dont want it ... » Continue Reading
i jsut made a red velvet cake, its in the oven rn. ive never made nor tasted anything red velvet before, so im exited for it to be done :3. i aso just really like baking. the cake mix smelled like cocoa powder, i had no idea red velvet was chocolatety. and the batter was a very interesting texture, way more sticky than i had thought. i thought it would just be like regular cake batter texture, but... » Continue Reading