hey everybody! im sorry the last blog was kind of depressing, I'm feeling better now though! things just seemed really overwhelming then but I feel more at peace with everything and less just incredibly sad all the time. there are good things in this world. I've been doing a bunch of study guides for my finals and I feel pretty prepared and omfg I am so ready for winter break finals are on Monday ... » Continue Reading
hi guys im mostly just blogging to vent things are just really tough, idk about anything in particular and nothing specific really happened I'm just so tired and burnt out I hate school I feel like I have no friends and the ones I do have I'm drifting from. i don't really interact with a lot of people and I feel so alone and in my own head all day just waiting for it to be over I don't have a lo... » Continue Reading
hello everybody! todays the first of december, which means 12 more days to the most important holiday; taylor swifts birthday!!! I'm mainly excited bc I'm going to be in a book that's given to taylor on her birthday full of submissions from people about why they're a swiftie and how they became a swiftie and stuff. so that means taylor is going to see what I wrote! that's so crazy to me. i really... » Continue Reading
hi! its been awhile! i didnt blog over thanksgiving break bc I honestly jus didn't feel like it I spent a lot of my time just doing nothing which was great I went to the mall a bunch and spent most of my birthday money, I think I'm becoming a sanrio hoe bc I got a kuromi cup, a hello kitty shirt, a my melody stocking, and kuromi and my melody friendship necklaces for me and my bestie. i like this ... » Continue Reading
maaaaaan i didnt get in the musical!!! i cant say i wasnt expecting this but im still really dissapointed. i thought my singing audition went pretty well but theres a lot of people i think are MORE talented than me even if i am still talented theres this girl louisa and shes one of the greatest singers ive seen before and i just KNOW shes gonna be on broadway like she sounds like a developed broa... » Continue Reading
hii yall!!! my birthday was pretty good! and my dance audition went a lot better than expected! it was hard to learn the dance at first but i got the hang of it and the auditions were very nice and i didnt have to do it all alone bc we went up as groups im not the best dancer but i was having a lot of fun and the directors like it when youre smiling and look like youre having fun, even if you get ... » Continue Reading
its my birthday today!!! im finally 15 and i honestly feel no different lol im super excited to get a free starbucks drink because I have the app and ITS MY BIRTHDAY AND THEY DO THAT im going to get mother clucker chicken and its so so good and me and my dad dont eat out that much and mother clucker chicken is literally the best chicken ever my stepmom made me this really good latte and my stom... » Continue Reading
hey guys sorry ive been less active lately, i havent had the energy my birthday is in 3 days!! im gonna be 15 i cant believe it its really unreal this week has been kinda uneventful, i reported all those people who sent me death threats on halloween and i think theyre gonna get in trouble if we figure out who they are i had a really good apoointment with my new therapist, i really need someone to... » Continue Reading
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im so so tired its not even funny i just wanna sleep today is exhausting i have all the classes i hate today i have choir after this and that class always feels soooooooo long i cant believe i have more hours of this torture i just wanna go home i feel so uncreative right now and so burnt out like i cant write anything good or anything im just in such a block and im soooo... » Continue Reading
hey i havent blogged in a hot sec! my gaylor tarot card thing was so much fun!! everybody there was so nice and warm and friendly it was great!! its always fun getting tarot read and at the end we all talked about 1989 tv and i love having some swiftie friends now. and everybody was so welcoming to me and asking me questions i felt so at home, im definetly going next week i loved it its right up m... » Continue Reading
yoyoyo im back still OBSESSED with 1989 taylors version i legit listened to slut on REPEAT i had a really fun weekend!!! i went shopping with my stepmom mollie and we got skincare and makeup and a bunch of random shit from five below and we went to spirit halloween and i got this necklace i love love their jewlery and we redyed my hair and it looks great and matches my new eyeshadow!! me and moll... » Continue Reading
AHHHHHHH 1989 TAYLORS VERSION IS OUT I AM NOT OK i have so many thoughts i feel like some of the songs are BETTER as taylors versions like shake it off and bad bloos sound WAY BETTER and i dont even like those songs that much stuff like welcome to new york and clean sound IDENTICAL and even the ones that sound kinda different like out of the woods ARE AMAZING like i loved how she laughed in that... » Continue Reading