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11/10/23: im tired but surviving somehow!

hey guys sorry ive been less active lately, i havent had the energy

my birthday is in 3 days!! im gonna be 15 i cant believe it its really unreal

this week has been kinda uneventful, i reported all those people who sent me death threats on halloween and i think theyre gonna get in trouble if we figure out who they are 

i had a really good apoointment with my new therapist, i really need someone to talk too and shes super nice and just really sweet, i think i really like her 

im seeing the eras movie again! i hope thatll cheer me up because i have been so out of it lately, i feel like im going through the motions at school and today im just so tired and achey af i might go to the nurse to get out of this fucking biology class i hate it so much i cant even express how boring it is i cant do anything i have no motivation BC ITS JUST THE WORST and we have a test soon im 100% gonna do shit on

ive been looking around music shops near me bc im in the market for a new acoustic guitar and i want one that looks super cool and sounds good and is bigger than my current kid guitar but that seems like its hard to find something that fits all 3, amazon of course isnt good for this bc they have really bad reviews and suspicously low prices, but they look so cool! i saw this amazing pink acoustic guitar then read the reviews and i was so disappointed 

my step aunt danielle is in a band with her husband she shes super duper cool she lives in LA and dresses cool and shes just amazing and im super excited to see her during the christmas season bc shes coming in town then (the band is wyndsrfr if you guys wanna look them up, my favoirte song by them is burning summer, it sounds vaporwave if that makes sense)

taylor swift club really isnt doing so hot, nobody really shows up so we are reducing the number of meetings we do, im also running out of ideas bc nobody shows up. im gonna try and find more ways to promote the club but its so hard and makes me sad bc i really wanted this to work for me and i was so excited to start it and it really isnt going how i wanted i just want swiftie friends lol maybe taylor herself will show up one of these days 

after today its only one more week until thanksgiving break! i need a break tbh school is so so hard 

oh yeah and that crazy girl who was bullying me and making up lies about me i mentioned a few blogs ago has lowkey GONE OFF THE RAILS LIKE SHE WENT DOJA CAT AND SHAVED HER HEAD

it makes me so happy bc she looks terrible and ik it sound bad but she desverves it bc shes such a shitty person and all she wants is attention

karma is my boyfriend lowkey lowkey

im auditioning for the addams family musical next week!! im so excited and im fairly confident, im singing lifeboat from heathers and im so excited, i really really love theater its like a big family and i feel like i belong and have a purpose when im involved in theater productions

wish me luck on well 

everything

byee!! <33



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Why's it always the aunts that are the coolest. Anyway, I wish you luck on the Addams Family audition. There was a showing near me that I didn't go to and I saw videos after and now I feel that I missed out.


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thank you!! shes super cool as long as nobody talks about politics lmao
if there ends up being a recording of the musical i hope its on youtube and i can send it to you!

by lapis!!; ; Report