life is too crazy its been a few months. I have only a few months of school left. i can almost count the days in my mind there is 1 week of februrary, all of march, all of april, and then 2 weeks of may, and then thats it! there are 76 days until im done done done. ive been working really hard. february went by somewhat fast. i have a number of challenging projects to complete. b » Continue Reading
I met up with my two friends from high school today. originally i said to my bf if he and his sister wanted to play video games at their moms house because i thought my friend S was going to head out at 4:00 pm. but otherwise S and H and i we played a board game for 4 hours. i had trouble getting into it, but near the end i started to like it. but then eventually S plans got canceled. i didnt lik... » Continue Reading
i finally finished wind up bird after reading it on and off for like a year. i picked it up because i have been comfortable with murakamis writing style. i dont like his books at first, they slow burn and it my attention drops. but then after once i get like 1/3-1/2 through the book, it really grasps my attention and i get really into the book. who are the characters? Okada goes to find the cat. K... » Continue Reading
do you believe me? can you believe me? the way that my arm makes you recoil and hurt, thats the way i feel on the inside. if you can feel that way about my arm, can you feel that way about me? who is me. i have been struggling with identity recently. they say when someone gives you criticism, it means that they care about you, that they are putting in the effort to help you improve at something. a... » Continue Reading
ive been reading haruki murakamis wind up bird chronicle on and off for the past year lol. i will go through a phase where i read a bit, but then i get busy and i put it down for a long, time, but then i'll read it again. idk i thought i didn't care for murakami books. it takes like until i am half way through the book before my attention has really been gripped. but now that ive read 2 already, i... » Continue Reading
the weather is so nice rn lol. maybe it seems a little simple to enjoy, but i feel like it colors the vibes of the day really pleasantly. its nice not to burn to a crisp anymore lol. school is stressful, but i am hopeful that good things might possibly happen for once! if any of you guys are in school, im cheering you on and i hope that you guys too are able to overcome any challenges that you fin... » Continue Reading