Intro Blog Thingy!!! :0 (oh em gee it is intro thingy !!!) What type of stuff my account has: ⚠️ Trigger/Content Warnings: None as of now :) I will put it on the blog/post its » Continue Reading
i don't know who needs 2hear thid rn,, but i love you you'rre matter.yiour life is important and worth something you deserve to live you deserve to live and change and grow and learn you deserve help you deserve to feelfcfomcomfortable you are deserving of food and shelter you deserve slleep. and the nicest blankets the warmest soup you you deserve » Continue Reading
i like reading comics. i feel happy,, when i actually,, like.. take time 2 do things. i just find myself staring and doing nothing,, most of the day. I don't like that. Recently,, doing more,, and that's nice. Cleared out clothes a lil' bit. Read a lil' bit. A little bit. Just a little bit,, everyday. It's better than notig. I like 2 call myself a losrer oftenl,,, but like... i'm not a loser i am ... » Continue Reading
I know tht i can't predict the future,, but yh. sometimes i just think of th eufture and cry i might just b sayin' this 'cause it's so l8 at night,, but like... man,, i wish i could've just i dunno what i wish i would've done instead. sacred,, fear. i feel like that's a lot of what i feel. i try not 2 let it get 2 me,, it's a bit hard. I want to try. I want 2 b better. Fear. Fear that I won't b a... » Continue Reading
I have recently got into the habit of cutting my own hair. Because i want 2 grow it out a bit more so i can style it in prettier ways And like.... I keep on cutting my bangs weird. Idk. It looks odd, indeed,, but I am Saving Money, I tell myself. And also I don't rlly like going 2 hair stylists too often bcs it freaks me out when ppl i don't know well r tht close 2 me. Just a personal thing Anyway... » Continue Reading
probsies not actually but liek i was at like doctor appt right,, like psychiatry and whatnot,, and the guy just went like 'what you have might kinda sounds like depression' in my mind,, i thought 2 myself "HuH what???/" then after the appt i stumbled upon this blogpost abt how understimulation can look like depression 4 some ppl and i was like ""HUH"" so yah. am i gonna trust some random pos » Continue Reading
yah. he at ecake just now i like cake,, it's nice,, i don't usuallu y have sweet things so it was nicec i likke sweet foods, very. i ;;like sweet foods a lot. it's nice once in a while. it's rlly annnoying bcs llike,, whenerver after i eat sweet foods,, i always start cpughing up phelgm just a llot of phelgm so yah took me a while 2 realise that,,, most normal people in fact,, do not experience th... » Continue Reading
i am now in possession of a long peice of wire and don't know what to do with it it was a spiral notebook thingy,, and i unraveled it so now i just have a long peice of wire. » Continue Reading
I know I probably won't b able 2 land a perfect job,, because really,, I don't think there is such thing as a 100% perfect job. If there was,, my luck would probably not allow me to have it. But sometimes I like daydreaming about having certain jobs in the future. Different career paths I think I'd like to get into. Just to ease my mind off of things. I like to daydream that one day, I too, will ... » Continue Reading
for some reason, how loud the rain was made me scared. It's just rain but for some some reason, i really felt like it wanted to hurt me silly, but I guess that's just what happens When you hear a loud noise or something like that but then it became soft so, so, soft and for some reason, it still scared me i get scared at anything , really but it's nice, to at least have any rain at all. » Continue Reading
I am a girl. kind of. A girl who wants to be a boy. sort of. a girl, who is a boy. Who is boy ish. a girl who is kind of not a boy, who kind of is and isn't a girl. A boy who is girlish. A person who is a girl, who is in a way a boy, who is kinda a girl. i am a boy, who wants to be a girl, who wants to be a boy. Someone who is unbothered by their current state but would not mind exchanging it. i... » Continue Reading
soooo...yah. He is gonna go out and meet people. IRL. Doing art. In an art group thing. I hope it goes well. I tried to talk myself out of going this morning, but i convinced myself to again. I dunno why. Thinking that it's a big deal. It is a big deal, for me. I mean, it doesn't rlly matter that much. It's just an art group where people do art and just talk and stuff. I am not good at the ... » Continue Reading