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Category: Life
It's been awhile, I looked back at some of the old blogs and kind of laughed. I didn't get into that musical I auditioned for, I'm still proud of how I did in my auditions, the theatre club at school is having auditions for their Spring show so I'll be auditioning for that. I just don't know what song to choose. I submitted my play to a local theatre, and I got into their new play series! So, my s... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Update on just my life. I'm incredibly broke, I don't know if I'll financially recover from Thanksgiving and Christmas. Aside from that, I'm auditioning for my first musical tonight. I'm so nervous and kind of hoping some girls I know will be there. I'm gonna do good, I'm gonna get it. It's gonna be okay. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I finished my first full length play! And I submitted it to a theatre nearby, God I hope mine is picked. I had a woman I work with review it and she said it was good, and I'm trusting that it is and that I have progressed in my writing ability. Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself but I can just imagine attending a staged reading of my work, and I work on it a little more where it needs it. And one d... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I honestly want to drop out of school so bad. I don't know how much longer I can keep living like this. I can barely afford my current bills, I'll never be able to pay off my student debt. I am filled with so much guilt for making my parents foot the majority of my bill at this stupid university. I don't know what to do. My car registration is due, and I need to get an inspection and I just pray a... » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
I've been thinking about Willem Dafoe a lot lately... I can't imagine that means my mental state is in a good place. Last time I was this obsessed with an old white man I was in high school, probably in the worst mental state of my life. I don't know, I've always used media consumption and parasocial relationships as an escape from my life. I thought I was in a better space, but I think the stress... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
My history midterm is due October 5, I have completed most of it, I just need to tackle the essay. It should be easy, I guess. I've always been good at bullshitting my way through a paper. I got an email about a theatre company accepting submissions for new plays, I really want to submit mine but it's not finished. It's also not long enough as is. That submission, thankfully, isn't due till Novemb... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm so tired. I want to go home but I'm stuck in this library till 8pm. It's nights like this that make me regret taking this job. Honestly even the pay isn't worth not being able to go home when I want. Should I quit? I don't know...then I'd just be at home doing nothing. I feel like my roommates don't like me. Like they're sick of me. I don't know, maybe I'm just tired. I really want to shower. ... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
I had my first exam today, it was for my intro to psychology class. Honestly, I wouldn't say it was my best work but I did some extra credit prior to the exam so I'm sure it'll be okay. I'm trying to do my reading for history but I have no motivation, and I'm incapable of retaining anything I read. I also had to move down to the main floor of the library since my laptop needed to charge. The upsta... » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
It's Friday and thankfully I have no shifts at the library tonight, so I can just go straight home once my statistics class goes out at about 2pm. We don't have class this Monday because of Labor day, and I gave up my Monday shift so I don't need to be on campus at all that day. The first full week of class is over (our first day was on a Wednesday, weird, I know), and I still haven't really made ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Pets and Animals
Both of my roommates have cats, this weekend they'll both be going out of town, so they've asked me to look after the kitties. My only issue is most days I go to school at 9am and don't return home until 8pm some days. These will obviously vary depending on the day but I feel bad for the kitties. I bring this up mostly because I'm currently watching Puss in Boots 2 while on the the job at our camp... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
This year I started my freshman year at university. I'm 23 years old, and the college I'm attending is a private one. I'm sure you can imagine the tuition is pretty steep compared to other universities in my area. I could be overgeneralizing, but I get this feeling that everyone around me is younger and came from a wealthier family than me. I guess that's always been the case because I went to a s... » Continue Reading
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