I Don't Know How Much Longer I Have

I honestly want to drop out of school so bad. I don't know how much longer I can keep living like this. I can barely afford my current bills, I'll never be able to pay off my student debt. I am filled with so much guilt for making my parents foot the majority of my bill at this stupid university.

I don't know what to do. My car registration is due, and I need to get an inspection and I just pray and hope nothing is wrong because I cannot afford to fix anything. I don't even think I can afford to buy food this paycheck.

God, I'm so fucked. Even academically, I am fucked. I have not done any of my work because I'm too tired from always working, but I still have no fucking money.

I don't want to move back home, I can't stand it there and it would feel like I was admitting defeat, and like I was admitting that my mom was right, that I can't make it out here on my own.