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Marble Fox, 23, US
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Category: Blogging
the past 2 or 3 years I've had a growing interest for plushies and stuffed animals. over last year, especially after Midwest Furfest my fascination with them have grown. The thought of relating to them have popped up recently and my question is, is it valid to feel so deeply related to how therians and otherkin feel as I do about fox plushies? I feel as though I am one and that I am just in a huma... » Continue Reading
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Category: Web, HTML, Tech
I love this website, i can have my mental illness fester and use this a public journal without fear of anyone of finding it. I could post a suicide note tomorrow and nobody will gaf, not like I'm gonna anyways » Continue Reading
Category: Life
To preface, I do not intend to harm myself or others. This was written while I was feeling strong emotions and do not reflect how I normally feel or my mindset. Maybe I should kill myself. No one ever reaches out to me, nobody thinks of me, no one would miss me. It gets so hard to be just a face in the crowd. I want the attention, I want recognition. but no, I'm just a grazed over, a footnote of ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
insane how a short relationship of 3 months can still haunt you for over a year » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I had just got off work and my roommate... we'll call her J, comes and picks me up we shoot the shit and just talk about weekend plans. Lately she got together with a friend of ours, JY, the two have been getting really close and it's beautiful to see how much they love and know each other. J had talked about JY to me and how they're both in it for the long haul. With that, she said she was planni... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I wish I was over you. I just want your love, your affection, just anything. I hate how the thought of you gives me a collar of thorns around my neck. I want this feeling to end. You used to promise me the world but now your heart belongs to someone else. I'm trying to better myself i really am. but sometimes the distractions fail and i am forced to confront the fact i'm still sick. » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I just want her back. I just want how things were before the breakup. I want to hold her paw as she leads me through the forest. I want to howl in the moonlight with her. I want to sit on the counter while she cooks. I want to curl up with her in the puppy bed. I want to look at the sunset and sunrise with her. I want to have your presence. I want to help you through your troubles. I want to go on... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Today i went to a furmeet with my roomates, it was only 3 of us as the 3rd roomate had to go to work. I'll be honest, the day before and this week I've isolated myself, it's been pretty bad on me but today I was a complete douce to her (it was about me feeling replaced and alone). My roomate was in the car with me on our way to get dinner (the roomate who was at work during the furmeet got to get ... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
We got together on valentines day. I had already made plans to move in with her before a month ago. Those 3 months were magical. Moving out, spending all day cuddling in the puppy bed, being by her side. Truly a moment of bliss. We had some hiccups during that relationship, ones I did not know how to resolve. Our roommate did though, She's been affectionate towards them through out the relationshi... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Snowy Dreams artwork I've been having these recurring dreams of just me in a snowy forest, sometimes, wondering, it would be snowing but sometimes not. It would be silent beside the pitter patter of my paws and the howling of the wind. Sometimes in the corner of my eye in the distance, I would see a critter and before approaching or turning my gaze it would skitter away. I've tried my paw at visua... » Continue Reading
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
I should work on my style more, especially my hair style. needs to be layered and such. tired of my bed head hair and want to find a hairstyle to suit the new me as i transition. hope to do all of that before this years Midwest Furfest » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Everyday is becoming more and more unbearable. The days seem to mesh together, this prison of a house is eating at my very patience and sanity. I don't how how much more i can take, and there seems to be no way out. I want out so bad. there is an opportunity but I still need to work on myself. I need a new job, it seems my current one is wanting me less and less, that means less money overall, my ... » Continue Reading
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