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Today, I saw that sharp object and felt a sense of wanting to feel it again, I stopped myself because for no reason? There’s 70% I’ll do this so Goodluck to me. It’s been.. almost a year the last time I did this, I should’ve know what I was getting myself into. I’m listening to happy songs but this shit doesn’t help at all. Day was rough, woke up from a cry, thought I could be happy from the event... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Cancel my doctor’s appointment, pay them first. Don’t mind me, I can hold on. Don’t mind me for now, make sure they’re paid and living the best life. It’s okay if you have to ignore me for now.. no allowance.. don’t buy me a laptop for now. it’s okay. I will wait.. until you can. Don’t stress yourself out.. I’m a burden aren’t I? Yeah.. I wish I disappear too. It’s not you guys.. it’s me. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Cancel my doctor’s appointment, pay them first. Don’t mind me, I can hold on. Don’t mind me for now, make sure they’re paid and living the best life. It’s okay if you have to ignore me for now.. no allowance.. don’t buy me a laptop for now. it’s okay. I will wait.. until you can. Don’t stress yourself out.. I’m a burden aren’t I? Yeah.. I wish I disappear too. It’s not you guys.. it’s me. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Please don’t be mad at me. Will you be mad at me that I wished to disappear? I hope I’m not my brother’s sister, so there’s no girl watching in the corner just relapsing to those times she used to be their princess (if she ever was). I hope my mom is not my mom, maybe she’s chill now without another child to pay for.. a child who ask for too much. Maybe she’ll just be at home happily without worry... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I hope in another life, I don’t need to keep quiet about what I need. I hope in another life, I don’t feel guilty and selfish for asking for what I need. I hope in another life, I can still laugh knowing I have everything I need. I hope in another life, we have enough money. I hope in another life, I live what I hope I have in this life. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Being a burden is quite a life. I don’t think there will ever be a day that I will not think of myself as a pest. What am I doing? All I do is ask for this, ask for that. I won’t ask anymore, and please don’t question it. Keep arguing.. keep complaining.. keep blaming nothing when I know you blame me. I am happy when I see you guys with me.. eating with me.. and coming home to see me but it is not... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I always go to this place called “Big Brew.”. I used to drink iced tea from them like it’s my blood. Slowly, I started using it as an excuse to stay longer and not go home. I love our home, but I hate going home. I thought “I want Big Brew” meant “I want to stay longer." It turns out it means “I want to have someone stay longer because I’m going to do something I don’t like." At home, I am alone, ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today, I woke up and heard the news that our dog passed away. He's a puppy but already big. His name is inspired by a really strong, brave, and well known TV character. He had this habit of chewing slippers that annoys us all the time. He chews 2 pairs of my slippers, all my sister's slippers, and even my brother's girl's slippers (so funny). I never thought he'd leave so early, I had a bad dream ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I thought we'd have at least a chance to understand the misunderstood situation. My fear is i will leave without at least hearing what you think of me and this silent treatment. This is making me crazy while you're alright, but i won't assume because i don't know what happens when I'm not looking. I'm leaving in 10 months.. I will move and probably won't see you again, please speak to me. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Yesterday, I broke it. I'm clean for.. a month or so but i just made myself bleed again. Its not for wanting to die but rather to take the pain away. I want to speak but wherever i go, I'm the wrong—So i can't really justify and give relevance or validation to why I'm sad. I'm maybe really just dramatic or because I'm still young, i shouldn't feel sad for such small things such as being rejected a... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Yesterday was my birthday (31) it was fun we ate Lasagna, cake, and some Menudo. Me and my cousins stayed up late and i ate Cake even tho rn my throat hurts. Yesterday was fun! Another birthday successful! » Continue Reading
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